StrawberryLetter23 Posted October 20, 2005 Posted October 20, 2005 Help...... the last day I saw him was the last week of June 2005. We broke up once - four months later he came back. We went 8 months doing ok but then it's like we just lost our connection. We broke up (he broke up with me although I know he didn't really want to). I picked up my things from his house and he just said "Take care!" and hasn't called me since. I can't figure out if he wanted me back the first time just to suck me back in and then be the one who ended it (to save his ego). I know he loved me - I loved him but couldn't make a committment (we both have teenagers and that's a huge issue). All of a sudden I cannot stop thinking about him. I want him back and everything reminds me of him. I'm wanting to contact him but if I did - his ego would be enormous and he'd probably say things to hurt me. How do I get past this relapse???? I can't contact him - it's got to be him who contacts me. He did last time (out of the blue when I almost got over him the first time). I want him back. I still love him (or am I just going thru madness and need to wait and hope it passes)?? HELP! I can't contact him!!! But I wanna......the urge is killing me.
allaboutchoices Posted October 20, 2005 Posted October 20, 2005 Do something (get together with friends, take your teenager to get a tattoo:lmao: , whatever), read and post on LS, do whatever it takes, but do not contact him. It will get better with passing time...I promise.
StrawberryLetter23 Posted October 21, 2005 Posted October 21, 2005 My son wants his ear pierced over a tattoo but I'm sure that's next on the list. Ok, I will keep busy. Ya know what's so high school-ish? I want to drive by his house and "look". But I won't.
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