Why do I always seem to always has issue with taller guys and guys that are very attractive?

[Candace Sims22]

I know some guys that are very attractive to will always have option of having lots of women to chose from. the guys that I dislike are , huge ego, strong personality, loud, f***boil, Players and Crazy. yet I can't find decant guys and just seen a lot of crazy men or idoits men. that are very needy and despite to find a women. other guys that I seen has be on crazy side. I am not sure if I am the issue that these type of guys always are attracted to me. I am not interested in Sex. I am only looking for a long term relationship. My traits are Trustworthy, Honest, Direct , intelligent and can be shy. I always get very immitted around tall and very Attractive guys because of. the some tall and Attractive guys has always tried to force me into asking sexual question about them and the willy Size. I told them I not uncomfortable with asking these type of question and they kept asking why. I liked to shy to get out of talking some guys that are seem to be a players. also I can very angry at the guy and find guys seen me as crazy because I want them to see me as crazy women if they going to be creep or players. I know that I am problem with a jealous and tried not go for very attractive men or men that are tall.