TiredOfWaiting Posted October 17, 2005 Posted October 17, 2005 He came to my office, came to say Hi as he was in the neighbourhood. Sh** it took the wind out of my sails. I am still so in love with him, dammit!!! And I can see he still loves (or lusts, can’t tell the difference) me too. Just like in the movies, there was this 10-second moment where we said nothing and just looked into each others eyes. Arrggghhhhhhhhh!!! Damn I don’t know how to feel or what to do. I sure as hell am not going to say anything to him though, but it’s just messed up my head for the day, that’s for sure. Just had to vent. And here I am spending time with another male friend (who knows all about this), and not feeling anything remotely close to that, ever. I feel like such a b*tch. I feel like I should just be honest with him and tell him I am wasting his time, which I have said before but he doesn’t seem to listen. Feel like I have just taken 10 steps back.
Katch22 Posted October 18, 2005 Posted October 18, 2005 Damn girl I feel your pain!! I proceeded with the NC yesterday and sure enough I got online and he emailed me!! That F-ER!! Then he called me this morning and I didn't answer!! But it's not easy!!
whichwayisup Posted October 18, 2005 Posted October 18, 2005 You're aware of what you feel and you know what you have to do. This is why NC is so important as he threw you for a loop. And the feelings that are there, will be there for a while. Try not to stress out about this, it happened and let it go. Just good that there was no makeout session!
newbby Posted October 19, 2005 Posted October 19, 2005 hey, i know! i am seeing a new guy and i just know that it doesnt compare at the moment to mm. i am taking it slow and accepting that it just wont but without the intense feelings there will also not be the intense pain. try and give your new guy a chance, dont expect him to be mm.
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