Confused

[spiggetywicks]

So here's my story. I went with my now ex for 2 1/2 years. Over the past years its been rocky. I havent fully put my trust in her 100 percent cause of the lies she tells me. I too have lied about stuff and told her I want us to be real. So we were arguing one night and I told her that if we break up that she'll be with another guy within a week. A few days pass and she comes over at 3:30 in the morning telling me to never forget that she loves me. I said where were you she said at home. I said you went home after the bar then decided to come over an hour later. She says yeah. I didnt believe her we got in an argument so I walked away and slept on the couch. She came out there and kissed me and then started arguing with me. So I went back in my room and fell asleep and said if you wanna snuggle come on in. She ends up leaving. THe next day my brother tells me he seen her leave the bar with a guy. I called her and asked her and she said no. Then I said go lie to someone else and hung up. She calls back an hour later. I didnt answer. We ended up not talking for a long time till one day she calls to get my mothers cell phone number cause her phone went dead.( she has a car charger that she went and used when she wanted to talk personal things with me) she was at work btw. So we tried to make things work told her I was sorry for what I did. THen i find out a week later she slept with the guy. Im like ok once is ok then I find out it was twice. Meanwhile all her friends are telling me to get over it(its just sex is what they all kept saying) so we broke up I called her a slut and told her to rot in hell which I totally didnt mean I was just in the state of anger and let me emotions get the best of me. So time passes she doesnt call or nothin. SO i start hanging out with this other chick. We ended up sleeping together then 2 weeks later the ex calls. I tell her that I slept with someone she was heartbroken (like I was) and asked me why I did it? I said cause I thought we were over. Well part of me did it cause of that and part of it so she'd find out and feel te pain I felt. (I soon realize this wasnt fair to the other girl or anyone for that matter) So we break up again. She calls me at 12:30 a.m saying how I should feel bad about what I did. I said I aint got to hear this and hung up on her. She kept calling and calling back left two messages saying how bad she feels for what she did. I ignore them and go to bed. She ends up coming over which I knew she would so I locked all my doors. She ends up coming through my window and tells me I dont care how much I disagree with you Im gonna stck by your side. So I ended up sleeping with her. Painting her insides . And then the next day she says she can't be with me. Im thinking that little drunk head****er. So fast forward to two months of absoulte no contact on my part. She called 2 weeks after this and said she saw the chick I had sex with and that she wanted to beat her ass. So I blow it off and delete it half way through. Didnt hear from her for 1 1/2 months after that. Then my buddy tells me she's seeing this other guy. Im like ok. I cant stop her its her life. So im sitting her watching the Vikes get their asses handed to them by Da Bears, when who do you suppose walks in. Her. She tells me to come back to my room. We talk about what went wrong with us how things could have been better. She tells me she's just hanging out with this guy. She said that she was scared that nobody would treat her the way i treated her in the beginning and that she feels that everyone walks all over her. They kissed, didnt have sex which wouldnt bother me anymore cause I've gotten past the jealousy state. She said she heard from someone that I was this big flirt and I was getting chicks numbers. So we go for a drive and I said you havent had sex in 2 months? She says no I did my own deeds. I was like oh yeah what you think about me? she didnt say anything (maybe cause she would be embarrassed but i think its kinda cute) I said you werent thinking about this other dude were you? she blew up I said I was sorry she was acting pouty so I told her a joke to try cheer things up. She keeps pouting I said do you want me to bring you home I got **** to do anyway. She flips again. I said i was sorry we sit in my driveway and argue some more. I know I shouldnt have said anything about the past I was an idiot. She brings up the past and I walk in the house she leaves. Now Im here. What is going through her head? Does she want to be with me or is she just keeping me interested cause she found out I got chicks numbers? Im lost I love this chick but she never understands me. What do I do loveshack people? Not call her? Let her think?

[slubberdegullion]

You don't need this drama queen in your life.

 

Go NC with her immediately, or else expect her to bring you more grief and tears. Move on.