MRSR31 Posted January 29, 2021 Posted January 29, 2021 I met my favorite person on this site in Feb of 2014. I was trolling him in a thread he started. I had to go NC to save my sanity and it's been 29 days. He may actually have died and I have no way of knowing. When he went into a coma it precipitated a severe limerence effect on me. It's double disgusting because I have never met him in person. Life is boring and the world is not interesting without him. He made me laugh so much. He changed me. I loved him very much. I know what a real life is and I have had a rich cast of characters grace my presence but he was my f***ing favorite thing. It pains me to know that not meeting him was waste. It was limerence. I knew it would break the bubble if we met. And then life went on and he was there for me. He was all had I left. It pains me that not meeting takes value out of what we mean. I am here because I miss him and this is as close as I can get to him. I am here because I am trying to keep myself from loneliness.
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