hopeless romantic Posted October 10, 2005 Posted October 10, 2005 I'm new at this so I don't know what all the shortcuts for words so here it goes... I have been seeing my m/m for a year now. We always have the best time together, we never argue, we always laugh with/at each other. Instantly there was this connection between us that is indescribeable. We are totally 100% in love with each other. After 7 months everything came out. M/m admitted to haveing very deep feelings for me but didn't admit to sex. It wasn't a couple weeks later w went outta state and m/m called me and we were all mushy and lovey on the phone saying how much we loved each other and everything. When w got back she had the phone tapped and got the hour long conversation on tape and kicked him out. She filed for divorce and they are now seperated. W calls me weeks later and says m/m is wanting her back and they have been haveing sex. My dumb ass believes her so we set him up. He brought the c back (it was m/m weekend.) W hides me in bedroom and babysitter comes to get c. He has no clue I am there. They start talking and w ask m/m if he loves her. He avoided that question and changed the subject. I walked out of the bedroom and ask m/m if he loves me and he says yes in front of w!!So,he leaves and I leave and we talk and I relized I got all my answers that night. He truely does love me to say it in front of w.Okay, so things are good with us except m/m has a really tough time dealing with leaving 3 c. M/m misses the c very much but does not want to be with w. 7 days ago m/m called me and told me he was going back because of c. 5 days pass and I don't hear from m/m. On the 6th day m/m calls and says he loves and misses me, and wants me to come get him. (he is outta state with w and c and i don't go get him, w is CRAZY!) So we talk and m/m said he had to try to go back because he didn't want to wake up 10 years from now and wonder if m/m could've made it work for c. Said it wouldn't have been fair for him to do that to me. He feels like now he knows he can't make it work just for c if m/m don't love w and loves someone else. I want to be with m/m so, so bad but am afraid of getting hurt again. I told him I couldn't see him until divorce was final and w moves outta state (she's already bought house.) Am I doing the right thing? There is no doubt in my heart that he loves me. So sorry it's long!
legrtova Posted October 10, 2005 Posted October 10, 2005 He might need some support, those are tough times for everyone involved. If you think you might be together, support seems like a respectful way to go. I also recommend reading other posts and experiences,it might open your eyes in some areas and give you different perception on things. Good Luck!
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