Author smile95 Posted October 11, 2005 Author Posted October 11, 2005 You and I both know you're only hoping to answer him to hear him say he's finally seen the light. I am afraid you are right Mz Pixie.......Why is it so hard for me to let go of someone who treats me like dirt. Why do I love him! UGH I am doing better, but that little voice inside still says that something is still there with us. I guess once I move on and see the way a woman SHOULD be treated, I will see that I wasted a lot of time on this man! I just hate how one day I am so happy and the next, my memories haunt me and I get sad.
Art_Critic Posted October 11, 2005 Posted October 11, 2005 but that little voice inside still says that something is still there with us. And what would that be ??? More PAIN You seem to miss the fact that you two have not even had a normal relationship.. He isn't capable.. Remember he is married and lives long distance and treats you like sh*t... What is there to miss ??
Author smile95 Posted October 11, 2005 Author Posted October 11, 2005 Art-that is what scares me most!!!!I miss the person I built up and made him out to be and since he was never around, Inever knew he was not really like that! I think that I will just make up an imaginary boyfriend now! What is the difference in that and what i did???? lol When it all boils down to it, I am in love with empty promises and fun and drunken weekends that were few and far between. And I know that it is more of I am afraid I will never fall in love again than wanting him specifically.
Art_Critic Posted October 11, 2005 Posted October 11, 2005 When it all boils down to it, I am in love with empty promises and fun and drunken weekends that were few and far between. This is what you need to remember .. And Beth.. You need to move on.. Date some other guys.. They may not be keepers but you need to get out there and put yourself back on the market again. Once you do that you will look back at this time and wince at why it took you so long to move on.. Try dating again ..
Author smile95 Posted October 11, 2005 Author Posted October 11, 2005 I want to date....just not really great at meeting new people. Esp at bars. I hate that! I WANT to start dating, just not sure what the first step is. Maybe just become more active I guess.
megabit15 Posted October 11, 2005 Posted October 11, 2005 The only thing I worry about is I have sent out several resumes in the past month with my # on it.....so I am not sure if I can do that yet? I wish I knew that if I changed it that he wold call and hear that message! How freaking awesome would that be for him to call and hear that message about my # being disconnected!!! I get chills just thinking of it!!!!!! Didn't you just get a new job?
sundrop Posted October 11, 2005 Posted October 11, 2005 I want to date....just not really great at meeting new people. Esp at bars. I hate that! I WANT to start dating, just not sure what the first step is. Maybe just become more active I guess. Beth, Once you told me you liked to go to book stores and read. Go do that sometimes, tonight would be a good night for it, since it's gloomy out here. You never know, you may meet some nice SMART man, not a dumb as$ like you were dating..... Art is right, you need to start "duty" dating.
Author smile95 Posted October 11, 2005 Author Posted October 11, 2005 Didn't you just get a new job? Yes....looking again...... Actually, sundrop, I just went to the store and read one and it was good. I went Sunday. What is up with this weather!!!!!
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