Plain`ol Stevie Posted October 6, 2005 Posted October 6, 2005 If you read this, Thanks, If you reply and can help, MANY MANY Thanks. I met my ex partner on a night out, swapped numbers,drove home and the next day we talked for hours.Lynne was the first woman i fancied again after 3 yrs of celabacy.She stood out in a crowd. WOW!!! About a month down the line i was ready to introduce my mates to her but this has stuck with me for 5 yrs. I went to the bar with 1 mate, went back and she was stroking my other mates upper leg!!!!I wasnt jelous at first coz i only knew her a month but i really liked her. Then the same nite she ****ed my other mate and me.I never wanted to see her again.(it gets better) A couple of weeks later i had a phone call from lynnes dad saying she has just had a miscarriage and to leave her alone.(i never contacted her in these weeks). Because i have a heart i drove the 60miles to be with her. On arriving we hugged and cryed and said nothing. I went into the bedroom to clear up and found scraps of paper all around.One sheet i couldnt get out my head( it read, Even if it is stevies baby im not gonna tell him because its MINE). I got back in my car and left.She ended up going back home (another 200 miles away),Even after all this i knew i loved her so much, so for several months we got a fantastic relationship going. 5yrs later we split. I wanted counselling because we have a son and a relationship that has stood so much we cannot give up yet.She doesnt. I cant force anybody into councelling but i want my missus and child back. Now i have appied to get oil rig work, rail track work.Still not good enough for her, all she says is why didnt you do that in January!!!! When does this not sleeping stop? When do you get your appitite back? Im sick every morning with all the stress, i need some help. I tried to end my life a couple of months ago but all i could do was cry.I cryed for about9 hours non-stop and that helped emensly.Im not feeling that way inclined anymore but im still very low. If you can answer any of this mumbo jumbo, please do Ta
lynnered Posted October 6, 2005 Posted October 6, 2005 WOW, not good at all U guys did not have a good start at all , so how were those 5 years? Did U have friendship,communication ,decent sex life? I def think U need councelling &she does together or separtate get it! Do U want to fix this ? Is she the woman U want? " When does this not sleeping stop? When do you get your appitite back? Im sick every morning with all the stress, i need some help" U are most likely depressed i am going through this as well ,dont know everyones differnt im still going through it ,therapy is helping,medicine helps takes time& has side effcts but what im taking U will sleep alot at 1st. If she doesnt want counceling U go alone & get help . Focus on U & C ,therapist will help U so much . take care of U goodluck:love:
Author Plain`ol Stevie Posted October 6, 2005 Author Posted October 6, 2005 Thanks for that, We had a great sex life. The reason she says she went with my friend is because she is from a little country village in the highlands of Scotland and to see a black male was very different.She acted out of sheer drunkeness etc etc.... One of the things we had in common was good sex, a good few hours of bed banging,car rattling, washing machine spinning is great fun. I was always an embaresment to her family, due to the fact i was English,no career prospects and all that. To this family your status means alot but loyalty doesnt. Around 9 yrs ago i was a toyboy for a multi millionaire lady who showed me off to everybody!! Gynogoligist, barristers ETC ETC........ Now these people i had a fantastic time with and never once made me feel inferior.Maybe because i made a grand a day then selling class A. Although Lynne knows my past, she wouldnt let me go back to old ways to get money to pay the bills.Jobs dont come easy when you say tank driver and dope dealer in a interview, neither mind a prison record !!!
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