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[emi123456]

I have been with this guy for a year and four month and it was an off and off relationship. He is my first and I got attached to him. I fall inlove with him, I feel like he is everything to me. But this is what happen: We met in a strang way (On the chatline, his friend did not like me so he went for me) I thought his friend new about it, but he didn't. His friend found out that he came to my place and got mad at him, he told him that he wanted me back. Well I gusse that did not happen. So because of that he stopped call me but I did not care and still kept seeing his friend.We started as boyfriend and girlfriend which was my first relationship. after a week he told me he did not want a relationship because I am controling. NOTE: I have nerver asked this guy to take me out or buy me anything. We just talk. I was hurt but said it was ok, he wanted to be friends. (He said he has got a broken heart before and do not want to rush into anther one). We still saw each other eveyother day. It started becoming more and more and I faill inlove with him (Was it because he was my first). We broke up for one month and got back togarther. (He asid he was sorry abd I took him back) When ever he calls me and don't get me, he wil keep calling till a pick up. We became seriouse about each other at this point. Some times he will not call me for a whole week or two and when he calls, his excuse is " I was busy and aI thought if I call, you will tell me to come" WHAT WAS HE TRING TO SAY?. sometimes I call him and he is out with his buddys. He has never taking me out or bought me anything, and when I ask he will say (I don't have to buy you anything to tell you a love you, am not in love but I care alot about you). He get angry qickly. I accuse him of cheating and he tells me he has nerver cheated on me before. When I look throw his cell phone I see text messages like him telling some girl" Hi sexy, I miss you" and the girl will reply "Am in class and I did not mean to hurt you, I love him and that is why I want to be with him". He will reply "When you are there and he is F... you and you are crying, l will not be there". when I saw this I new he was cheating on me and when I ask, it the same answer.

I moved into a new aptment and he asked me for a copy of the key, I gave it to him, he comes in any time he want too, he doesn't leave with me but has the key cause am his girl (he says). We got into an agurment again and I told him it was over that I can't take it any more and that I want my key back. He calls back amd taold me that, I do not need the keys and that he has cut it into peices and threw it away and that it was over. As for this time I went back and he tolk me back, saying( I did not throw away you keys, I still have it, I will never do that). At this time we stop talking to each other, he stop calling and I stop calling. I call him he never call back so I stop calling. It almost three month now. He called me but l nerve pick up. AM hurt because I still love him and can't get him out of my mind, I don't know why he stop talking to me, HOW WILL I KNOW?, I Haven't asked for my keys back yet, cause I don't want to fight with him anymore. How do I get my keys back? should I call him, Did he play me? Is he seing someone? Should I tell him am moving out and that he should trash the keys? what should do? I still love him. HELP