Author thecrucible Posted January 6, 2020 Author Posted January 6, 2020 I think my self-esteem has got so low that I have an approval addiction in dating. I want to gain back the confidence I had in my early twenties and this situation has just highlighted how far I am from that. I honestly can't see when I will get to that place again or foresee how much time it is going to take. It just goes to show that I made all mistakes because I'm emotionally vulnerable. I just wish I wouldn't beat myself about them :(
Author thecrucible Posted February 13, 2020 Author Posted February 13, 2020 My update on this situation is that it's all worked out okay and he doesn't hate me. We've chatted almost every day by text since that day...and he's driving hundreds of miles to see me for a weekend next month. Go figure...I'm just trying to manage down my expectations completely regarding what is or isn't going on.
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