I should have left him blocked

[AriesMan83]

4 hours ago, lftbehind said:

Hi AriesMan83,

I'm doing okay. How are you? 

I'm feeling sort of rough and have had some headaches. 

I'm not sure what I'm going to do tomorrow. What do you have planned for the weekend?

I didn't find bottled water and the store was sold out of a lot of things, like eggs and bread. It's a mess around where I live. They closed the schools and are talking about people telecommuting, but not everybody can do that. I can't. At least, the traffic might be better now. I can't wait for things to get back to normal, I think it's going to be a while before it does. You still haven't been impacted?

It will be good when new movies come out. I forgot about The Invisible Man, that's out right now. It might be good. 

My mom's doing about the same. 

I did talk to xMM a little bit. NC is hard sometimes, when you work at the same place. 

Iftbehind,

I am OK...How are you??

How is your health now??How is your headache and pain now??Are you sleeping better now??Pls visit a doctor..Pls take care of your health..

How is your diet plan going on??

I am going to meet a couple of my friends for dinner..

Did you find bottled water??I have been impacted a bit...

Have you started planning for the vacation that you are going to take next fall??

How is your mom now??Continue supporting her..

Talking or replying to xMM is contact..Pls dont talk or reply to xMM at work or on phone..Pls start NC..

Pls understand that NC is hard but possible..Pls start NC..

It's good to know that xMM is still blocked on your phone..Pls dont unblock xMM on your phone..Pls dont talk or reply to xMM at work or on phone..Pls avoid xMM at work..Pls dont let xMM's thoughts enter your head..Complete NC will help you in becoming indifferent to xMM..Pls start NC..

You know that the affair is a wrong choice..You know that the affair causes you stress..Pls start NC..Stress is not good for you..

Pls start looking for a job..It can help you with NC..

Pls start NC..

Pls take care of your health..

Always have faith in yourself..

 

Edited March 14, 2020 by AriesMan83

[lftbehind]

19 hours ago, AriesMan83 said:

Iftbehind,

I am OK...How are you??

How is your health now??How is your headache and pain now??Are you sleeping better now??Pls visit a doctor..Pls take care of your health..

How is your diet plan going on??

I am going to meet a couple of my friends for dinner..

Did you find bottled water??I have been impacted a bit...

Have you started planning for the vacation that you are going to take next fall??

How is your mom now??Continue supporting her..

Talking or replying to xMM is contact..Pls dont talk or reply to xMM at work or on phone..Pls start NC..

Pls understand that NC is hard but possible..Pls start NC..

It's good to know that xMM is still blocked on your phone..Pls dont unblock xMM on your phone..Pls dont talk or reply to xMM at work or on phone..Pls avoid xMM at work..Pls dont let xMM's thoughts enter your head..Complete NC will help you in becoming indifferent to xMM..Pls start NC..

You know that the affair is a wrong choice..You know that the affair causes you stress..Pls start NC..Stress is not good for you..

Pls start looking for a job..It can help you with NC..

Pls start NC..

Pls take care of your health..

Always have faith in yourself..

 

Hi AriesMan83,

I'm doing okay. How's your weekend going? 

Where did you go out to eat yesterday?

I didn't go to the store yesterday. They are still selling out of a lot of things. I'll look for water sometime this week. I'm tired of going to the store and not finding things that I'm looking for. 

If we go anywhere in the Fall, we probably won't plan it ahead of time. Are you planning for a vacation this year?

My mom is still having a rough time. 

I saw xMM at work and we talked a little. 

[AriesMan83]

3 hours ago, lftbehind said:

Hi AriesMan83,

I'm doing okay. How's your weekend going? 

Where did you go out to eat yesterday?

I didn't go to the store yesterday. They are still selling out of a lot of things. I'll look for water sometime this week. I'm tired of going to the store and not finding things that I'm looking for. 

If we go anywhere in the Fall, we probably won't plan it ahead of time. Are you planning for a vacation this year?

My mom is still having a rough time. 

I saw xMM at work and we talked a little. 

Iftbehind,

I am OK..My weekend is OK..How is your weekend??

How is your day off??Any plans for your day off??

Me and a friend went to another friend's house for dinner..

How is your health now??How is the pain and headache??Is your sleep better now??Pls take care of your health..

I don't have any plans to go on a vacation this year..I want to visit Liverpool after a couple of years..

How is your mom??Continue supporting her..

Talking or replying to xMM is contact..Pls dont talk or reply to xMM at work or on phone..Pls start NC..

Pls understand that NC is hard but it's possible..Pls start NC..

It's's good that xMM is still blocked on your phone..Pls dont unblock xMM..Pls dont talk or reply to xMM at work or on phone..Pls avoid xMM at work..Pls dont let xMM's thoughts enter your head..Complete NC will help you in becoming indifferent to xMM...Pls start NC..

Pls start looking for a job..It can help you with NC..

Pls start NC..

Pls look for IC..

Pls take care of your health..

Always have faith in yourself..

 

 

Edited March 15, 2020 by AriesMan83

[lftbehind]

18 hours ago, AriesMan83 said:

Iftbehind,

I am OK..My weekend is OK..How is your weekend??

How is your day off??Any plans for your day off??

Me and a friend went to another friend's house for dinner..

How is your health now??How is the pain and headache??Is your sleep better now??Pls take care of your health..

I don't have any plans to go on a vacation this year..I want to visit Liverpool after a couple of years..

How is your mom??Continue supporting her..

Talking or replying to xMM is contact..Pls dont talk or reply to xMM at work or on phone..Pls start NC..

Pls understand that NC is hard but it's possible..Pls start NC..

It's's good that xMM is still blocked on your phone..Pls dont unblock xMM..Pls dont talk or reply to xMM at work or on phone..Pls avoid xMM at work..Pls dont let xMM's thoughts enter your head..Complete NC will help you in becoming indifferent to xMM...Pls start NC..

Pls start looking for a job..It can help you with NC..

Pls start NC..

Pls look for IC..

Pls take care of your health..

Always have faith in yourself..

 

 

Hi AriesMan83,

That's good you had a nice weekend. I'm hanging in there. 

I went for a ride yesterday and out to eat with H last night. There weren't as many people in the restaurant as there usually were. I guess people might be staying home, because of the virus. It seems like a lot is shutting down, because of it. 

I'm not feeling too good and I think that it's because of stress. I don't hurt right now, but I'm tired. I binged on chocolate last night. I went to bed too late and didn't get much sleep. 

I talked to xMM a little bit on the phone last night. I had him blocked until last night. He talked about us some and I told him that I couldn't see him, because we're both married. He still says that his wife has a boyfriend, but it doesn't look like they are going to get a divorce to me. I wish I knew the truth. He acted like he accepted that we couldn't see each other and we ended our conversation. After we got off the phone, I thought about him during the night and felt sad. I was thinking about him when I woke up, too. I do still have some feelings for him and miss him. I'm trying to do the right thing by not seeing him, but it's hard. 

[AriesMan83]

14 hours ago, lftbehind said:

Hi AriesMan83,

That's good you had a nice weekend. I'm hanging in there. 

I went for a ride yesterday and out to eat with H last night. There weren't as many people in the restaurant as there usually were. I guess people might be staying home, because of the virus. It seems like a lot is shutting down, because of it. 

I'm not feeling too good and I think that it's because of stress. I don't hurt right now, but I'm tired. I binged on chocolate last night. I went to bed too late and didn't get much sleep. 

I talked to xMM a little bit on the phone last night. I had him blocked until last night. He talked about us some and I told him that I couldn't see him, because we're both married. He still says that his wife has a boyfriend, but it doesn't look like they are going to get a divorce to me. I wish I knew the truth. He acted like he accepted that we couldn't see each other and we ended our conversation. After we got off the phone, I thought about him during the night and felt sad. I was thinking about him when I woke up, too. I do still have some feelings for him and miss him. I'm trying to do the right thing by not seeing him, but it's hard. 

Iftbehind,

How are you??It's good that you had a nice day off..

How is your health??Why did you go to bed late??Pls visit a doctor..Pls take care of your health..

How is your diet plan going on??

Did you buy bottled water??

Why did you unblock xMM??

What will you do if xMM and his wife get a divorce??

Pls understand that it is hard to avoid xMM but it is possible..

You know that an affair is a wrong choice..You know that the affair causes you stress..Pls start NC..Stress is not good for you..

Complete NC will help you in becoming indifferent to xMM..Pls start NC..

Pls start looking for a job..It can help you with NC..

Pls look for an IC..

Pls start NC..

Always have faith in yourself..

 

 

 

 

 

Edited March 17, 2020 by AriesMan83

[lftbehind]

On 3/17/2020 at 2:20 AM, AriesMan83 said:

Iftbehind,

How are you??It's good that you had a nice day off..

How is your health??Why did you go to bed late??Pls visit a doctor..Pls take care of your health..

How is your diet plan going on??

Did you buy bottled water??

Why did you unblock xMM??

What will you do if xMM and his wife get a divorce??

Pls understand that it is hard to avoid xMM but it is possible..

You know that an affair is a wrong choice..You know that the affair causes you stress..Pls start NC..Stress is not good for you..

Complete NC will help you in becoming indifferent to xMM..Pls start NC..

Pls start looking for a job..It can help you with NC..

Pls look for an IC..

Pls start NC..

Always have faith in yourself..

 

 

 

 

 

Hi AriesMan83,

I'm hanging in there. How are you doing?

I'm very stressed out about the virus and it's harder to sleep. Almost everything is closed now. A few stores, like Walmart and grocery stores are open, with reduced hours. Restaurants are take out or drive-through only. In the state next to mine, all restaurants and bars are closed. It's not even a state that was one of the hardest hit by the virus. My state may end up doing the same thing. My work is still open, for now. My H has less work right now. How is where you live?

The stress is making me want to eat more. I'm not keeping food that I might binge on at home. My nutrition needs to get better, but it's hard to find food in the stores. They are out of a lot of things. I didn't find bottled water, yet. Do you have plenty of food?

I don't know why I unblocked xMM, but I blocked him again. I saw him at work and he didn't look at me or say anything. I guess he's moving on. It's too bad that I had to tell him that I couldn't see him so many times for him to get the message. I didn't like doing that. 

 

 

 

 

[AriesMan83]

19 hours ago, lftbehind said:

Hi AriesMan83,

I'm hanging in there. How are you doing?

I'm very stressed out about the virus and it's harder to sleep. Almost everything is closed now. A few stores, like Walmart and grocery stores are open, with reduced hours. Restaurants are take out or drive-through only. In the state next to mine, all restaurants and bars are closed. It's not even a state that was one of the hardest hit by the virus. My state may end up doing the same thing. My work is still open, for now. My H has less work right now. How is where you live?

The stress is making me want to eat more. I'm not keeping food that I might binge on at home. My nutrition needs to get better, but it's hard to find food in the stores. They are out of a lot of things. I didn't find bottled water, yet. Do you have plenty of food?

I don't know why I unblocked xMM, but I blocked him again. I saw him at work and he didn't look at me or say anything. I guess he's moving on. It's too bad that I had to tell him that I couldn't see him so many times for him to get the message. I didn't like doing that. 

 

 

 

 

Iftbehind,

I am a bit sick..How are you??

How is your health now??How is the pain and headaches now??Are you sleeping better now??Pls take care of your health..

The condition where I live is not good..I have been working from home..

Is there any update from the management as to upto when the overtime will continue??

How is your diet going on??

I have enough food..Did you find bottled water??Do you have enough food at home??

How is your mom now??Continue supporting her..

Talking or replying to xMM is contact..Pls dont talk or reply to xMM at work or on phone..Pls continue NC..

It's good to know that xMM is blocked on your phone..Pls dont talk or reply to xMM at work or on phone..Pls avoid xMM at work..Pls dont let xMM's thoughts enter your head..Complete NC will help you in becoming indifferent to xMM..Pls continue NC..

Pls start looking for a job..It can help you in NC..

Pls continue NC..

Pls look for IC..

Pls take care of your health..

Always have faith in yourself..

[lftbehind]

21 hours ago, AriesMan83 said:

Iftbehind,

I am a bit sick..How are you??

How is your health now??How is the pain and headaches now??Are you sleeping better now??Pls take care of your health..

The condition where I live is not good..I have been working from home..

Is there any update from the management as to upto when the overtime will continue??

How is your diet going on??

I have enough food..Did you find bottled water??Do you have enough food at home??

How is your mom now??Continue supporting her..

Talking or replying to xMM is contact..Pls dont talk or reply to xMM at work or on phone..Pls continue NC..

It's good to know that xMM is blocked on your phone..Pls dont talk or reply to xMM at work or on phone..Pls avoid xMM at work..Pls dont let xMM's thoughts enter your head..Complete NC will help you in becoming indifferent to xMM..Pls continue NC..

Pls start looking for a job..It can help you in NC..

Pls continue NC..

Pls look for IC..

Pls take care of your health..

Always have faith in yourself..

Hi AriesMan83,

I'm sorry that you've been sick. How are you feeling now? Hope that you didn't get the virus. 

I'm okay, but stressed out over the virus and all the changes that it's brought. I haven't had as much pain or headaches. I've been sleeping okay. 

Sorry that the conditions where you live aren't good. Hopefully things will get better soon. It's good that you have the option to work from home, if you need to. Are you going to be doing it for a while?

I've felt like eating more recently, but I've been doing okay with my diet. I lost a little bit, which is encouraging. 

We didn't work overtime the past few nights and we have today off and Sunday. I haven't heard anything officially about our hours, though. 

That's good you have enough food. I found some bottled water. We have food, but will need to buy some more. Hopefully the stores won't be too bad today. 

I'm going to call my mom this weekend and see how she's doing. 

I haven't talked to xMM at all for days and he hasn't been calling me. I didn't see any messages from him. It looks like it's over. 

I hope that your feeling better soon and you're doing okay. 

 

[AriesMan83]

8 hours ago, lftbehind said:

Hi AriesMan83,

I'm sorry that you've been sick. How are you feeling now? Hope that you didn't get the virus. 

I'm okay, but stressed out over the virus and all the changes that it's brought. I haven't had as much pain or headaches. I've been sleeping okay. 

Sorry that the conditions where you live aren't good. Hopefully things will get better soon. It's good that you have the option to work from home, if you need to. Are you going to be doing it for a while?

I've felt like eating more recently, but I've been doing okay with my diet. I lost a little bit, which is encouraging. 

We didn't work overtime the past few nights and we have today off and Sunday. I haven't heard anything officially about our hours, though. 

That's good you have enough food. I found some bottled water. We have food, but will need to buy some more. Hopefully the stores won't be too bad today. 

I'm going to call my mom this weekend and see how she's doing. 

I haven't talked to xMM at all for days and he hasn't been calling me. I didn't see any messages from him. It looks like it's over. 

I hope that your feeling better soon and you're doing okay. 

 

Iftbehind,

I am feeling well now..How are you??

How is your health??It's good to know that you don't have pain or headaches..It is also good to know that you are sleeping okay now..Pls take care of your health..

I plan on working from home for some time..

How is your diet plan going on??

It's good to know that you have 2 day offs..What are your plans for the day offs??

Did you get the food that you want to buy??

How is your mom??Continue supporting her..

Talking or replying to xMM is contact..Pls dont talk or reply to xMM at work or on phone..Pls continue NC...

It's good to know that xMM is blocked on your phone..Pls dont reply or talk to xMM at work or on phone..Pls avoid xMM at work..Pls dont let xMM's thoughts enter your head..Complete NC will help you in becoming indifferent to xMM...Pls continue NC..

Pls start looking for a job..It can help you in NC..

Pls continue NC..

Pls look for IC..

Pls take care of your health..

Always have faith in yourself...

 

 

[lftbehind]

22 hours ago, AriesMan83 said:

Iftbehind,

I am feeling well now..How are you??

How is your health??It's good to know that you don't have pain or headaches..It is also good to know that you are sleeping okay now..Pls take care of your health..

I plan on working from home for some time..

How is your diet plan going on??

It's good to know that you have 2 day offs..What are your plans for the day offs??

Did you get the food that you want to buy??

How is your mom??Continue supporting her..

Talking or replying to xMM is contact..Pls dont talk or reply to xMM at work or on phone..Pls continue NC...

It's good to know that xMM is blocked on your phone..Pls dont reply or talk to xMM at work or on phone..Pls avoid xMM at work..Pls dont let xMM's thoughts enter your head..Complete NC will help you in becoming indifferent to xMM...Pls continue NC..

Pls start looking for a job..It can help you in NC..

Pls continue NC..

Pls look for IC..

Pls take care of your health..

Always have faith in yourself...

 

 

Hi AriesMan83,

I'm glad that you're feeling better. I'm doing okay. 

How's your weekend going?

My health is okay. There is the stress from work and home life, though. 

How long do you think that you'll be working from home? Have you been getting out some? 

My diet is going well and I've lost a few pounds. I'm almost to my perfect weight. 

I'm not doing much this weekend. Everything is still shut down. I'll probably go to the store and get a few things later, although they are out of a lot of things. We got some take out last night for dinner. 

I didn't find all of the food that I wanted to buy. Are you having problems finding things in the store?

I tried to call my mom yesterday and couldn't reach her. I left a message, but haven't heard back from her. Sometimes she doesn't call me back for days. 

I haven't talked to or seen xMM. 

 

[AriesMan83]

19 hours ago, lftbehind said:

Hi AriesMan83,

I'm glad that you're feeling better. I'm doing okay. 

How's your weekend going?

My health is okay. There is the stress from work and home life, though. 

How long do you think that you'll be working from home? Have you been getting out some? 

My diet is going well and I've lost a few pounds. I'm almost to my perfect weight. 

I'm not doing much this weekend. Everything is still shut down. I'll probably go to the store and get a few things later, although they are out of a lot of things. We got some take out last night for dinner. 

I didn't find all of the food that I wanted to buy. Are you having problems finding things in the store?

I tried to call my mom yesterday and couldn't reach her. I left a message, but haven't heard back from her. Sometimes she doesn't call me back for days. 

I haven't talked to or seen xMM. 

 

Iftbehind,

My weekend was okay..How are you??

How is your health now??

How was your weekend??Did you get the things you want??

I will have to work from home for some more time..I usually don't go out...

How is your diet plan going on??

I have most of the items I need..

How is your mom doing now??How is your step dad??Continue supporting her..

It's good to know that you havent talked to xMM for days..Pls dont unblock xMM on phone..Pls dont talk or reply to xMM on phone or at work..Pls avoid xMM at work..Pls dont let xMM's thoughts enter your head..Complete NC will help you in becoming indifferent to xMM..Pls continue NC..

Pls look for IC..

Pls continue NC..

Pls take care of your health..

Always have faith in yourself..

 

[lftbehind]

On 3/23/2020 at 8:35 AM, AriesMan83 said:

Iftbehind,

My weekend was okay..How are you??

How is your health now??

How was your weekend??Did you get the things you want??

I will have to work from home for some more time..I usually don't go out...

How is your diet plan going on??

I have most of the items I need..

How is your mom doing now??How is your step dad??Continue supporting her..

It's good to know that you havent talked to xMM for days..Pls dont unblock xMM on phone..Pls dont talk or reply to xMM on phone or at work..Pls avoid xMM at work..Pls dont let xMM's thoughts enter your head..Complete NC will help you in becoming indifferent to xMM..Pls continue NC..

Pls look for IC..

Pls continue NC..

Pls take care of your health..

Always have faith in yourself..

 

Hi AriesMan83,

I'm okay. How are you doing? 

My health is okay,  I'm just trying to deal with stress. How are you feeling?

I did get some things at the store that I needed. The stores are being stocked and I found some food. Last weekend you couldn't find anything and we ordered takeout. It gets very expensive to order it much. Did you find everything that you need?

My diet is going okay  

How long do you think you'll be working from home? Is it hard for you to have to stay home a lot? I get cabin fever, if I don't get out some. They changed my schedule at work until May 1, at least, maybe longer. Everyone is going to work Monday through Thursday, 3:30 - 12:00. I'm glad that we're not working until 1:00 anymore, but I'll miss the extra money. I'm going to use my vacation hours to get paid for the Fridays that we have off. I have a lot of hours to use. 

My mom isn't doing well. My stepfather is still drinking a lot and being verbally abusive. He got physical with her and twisted her arm, too. I told her that she should call the police on him, if she needs to. He involves my stepsister, by calling her and telling her how bad he thinks my mom is (she's not). I'm worried about her and I don't understand how you can be married to someone for a long time and treat them that way. I told her that she can call me anytime and she's can stay with me, if she needs to. 

My H has been drinking a lot and he was drunk all day Sunday. Now that I'm home more, I have to be around it more and it's hard. 

I did see xMM at work and he told me that he lost his iPhone. He just got it for Christmas and it's the 2nd one that he's lost, since I've known him. He went 8 months without a phone last year. 

[AriesMan83]

On 3/25/2020 at 9:29 PM, lftbehind said:

Hi AriesMan83,

I'm okay. How are you doing? 

My health is okay,  I'm just trying to deal with stress. How are you feeling?

I did get some things at the store that I needed. The stores are being stocked and I found some food. Last weekend you couldn't find anything and we ordered takeout. It gets very expensive to order it much. Did you find everything that you need?

My diet is going okay  

How long do you think you'll be working from home? Is it hard for you to have to stay home a lot? I get cabin fever, if I don't get out some. They changed my schedule at work until May 1, at least, maybe longer. Everyone is going to work Monday through Thursday, 3:30 - 12:00. I'm glad that we're not working until 1:00 anymore, but I'll miss the extra money. I'm going to use my vacation hours to get paid for the Fridays that we have off. I have a lot of hours to use. 

My mom isn't doing well. My stepfather is still drinking a lot and being verbally abusive. He got physical with her and twisted her arm, too. I told her that she should call the police on him, if she needs to. He involves my stepsister, by calling her and telling her how bad he thinks my mom is (she's not). I'm worried about her and I don't understand how you can be married to someone for a long time and treat them that way. I told her that she can call me anytime and she's can stay with me, if she needs to. 

My H has been drinking a lot and he was drunk all day Sunday. Now that I'm home more, I have to be around it more and it's hard. 

I did see xMM at work and he told me that he lost his iPhone. He just got it for Christmas and it's the 2nd one that he's lost, since I've known him. He went 8 months without a phone last year. 

Iftbehind,

I am OK..How are you doing??

I am feeling better now..How is your health now??How is your headache now??

I have found everything that I need right now..Have you found everything that you need??

How is your diet plan going on now??

I will have to work from home for some more time..I like staying at home..I have been ordering food regularly now and it's expensive...What do you plan to do on the weekends??

How is your job going on??

How is your mother doing now??Continue supporting her..

Talking or replying to xMM is still contact..Pls dont talk or reply to xMM at work or on phone..Pls start NC..

It's good to know that you don't talk to xMM on phone..Pls dont unblock xMM on phone..Pls dont talk or reply to xMM at work or on phone..Pls avoid xMM at work..Pls dont let xMM's thoughts enter your head..Continued NC will help you in becoming indifferent to xMM..Pls start NC..

Pls look for IC..

Pls start NC..

Pls take care of your health..

Always have faith in yourself..