Nosoul Posted August 3, 2019 Posted August 3, 2019 so ive been broken hearted for months and my health was deteriorating because of stress and what not due to my break up so today i went and got a new cellphone and i put in my google account , but i entered my number instead of my email, and found that i had a few hundred pictures of us through out the years of our relationship that google saved. i was going through the photos of before my ex changed and we are smiling and laughing in almost every picture, we were happy. theres even videos of us and now my exes sudden change of behavior is starting to make sense. now what ever the reason for our break up, which im pretty sure she cheated , and all the nasty things and stuff she has been saying to me. i now see is just a lie, shes lieing about everything lol. i cant believe i didnt see this before, about all the stuff she has said and done neer the end. for the longest time ive been chasing her trying to figure out why i wasnt good enough and what i did. but now i see that she made the mistake. and although i have no proof that she cheated, theres some pretty obvious things that point to that she did. and now i realize that it is her loss lol . man she gave up a great life and she probably couldnt own up to the guilt of cheating so she took the cowards way out by running for the hills so that she didnt have to own up to it. its weird but seeing these pictures of everything we did, camping ,family stuff, literly going every where and doing everything with our baby, and nothing but smiles. and then she made the decision to start drinking and bar hoping and dressing sexy when she had girls nights and become an instagram hooch , her ego blew up so big that she traded all this for nothing lol. and all the hurtful words and stuff, they dont mean ****, its all a front, i dono i think im cured of a broken heart. i now see through the fake front she has been putting on and remember who she was before she turned into satan, its halarious! just thought id share, but man , i cant believe how caught up i was in her mental game. these photos made me snap out of it, she aint no scary monster, its just a mask, 1
chrishen Posted August 3, 2019 Posted August 3, 2019 It's a powerful feeling. I had an ex that was bat-****, but god was she hot. She messed around a lot and I put up with it for a while, forgave her etc. A real low point for me. Eventually, though I moved out, which she even got mad about (LOL) She also used to drunkenly call me after I moved out saying if i didn't let her come over she'd send gangsters she knew to my place to mess me up. She actually didn't know where I moved to. She chilled out after a while and I distaned myself. Even at that point it was still hard to ghost her. I was thinking with the wrong brain, knowing I could probably have her come over, calm her down, and "get some." But i didn't About a year after ignoring her. I was in a club in another city, and she was there with a guy. They stood near us, and the guy was posturing near my group for some reason, and a friend of mine talked to him and told him he was invading our space. They walked off, it was hilarious. Our social value was a lot higher than their two-some. Eventually she bumped into me and said how great it was to see me. I'd thought about that moment happening and how I'd feel. I know logically she looked good, but I actually felt disgusted looking at her. It was weird. I was surprisingly, but deeply disgusted and repelled by her smile, her voice, her very presence. I just answered her questions, tried to kill the convo even though she seemed like she was different. Nice....But no..at that mmoment her old snide-bitch side came out. She couldnt even hold the maturity frame for 5 minutes. "Why are you acting like this??? we used to be close! You can't still be this pathetic" - while smiling. It all just bounced off me. "Yeh... still pathetic... ahem... hey, so I gotta go back to my friends now." Haven't seen since, but it was a feeling like you described. Weight off, a relief and seeing her for what she was, with my correct brain.
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