Thinking of the Ex

[BklynGuy]

I just started talking to someone new. The ex & I broke up in April. She was in a bs situation with an ex bf which just made the relationship hell. I didnt need that crap anymore so I left her. We worked together but I have since quit the job. I think I really fell for her too hard, too quick. She didnt really treat me well. A lot of guys are into her and she loves the attn. Always has another guy around her...always screwing someone. I dont like that. We were both hurt when we broke up....Neither of us saw it coming in that way.

 

I was tired of hearing about the ex bf and her doing him so I left. I hurt her and she hurt me when we broke up. She would always come and talk to me & ask me if I was dating anyone. She would tell me about her life and show me sexy pics of herself. Think she thought I left her for someone else...I left her cuz she was dealing with him. She's not with him anymore. She's now dealing with someone else. I couldnt truly treat her like my gf before bcuza the other guy.

 

Now I feel like I can do romantic things with her since shes single but shes dealing with someone else now....at least sexually. I dont want to go back to that kinda relationship. Shes confused...always was. Not very good at showing her emotions. We hung a week ago and she seems to still like me. But then she went outside for like a 1/2 hour. Probably talking to the other guy. I dont know if I should bother with her again. I feel like we didnt fully explore all of our possibilities before but I wont deal with her again if shes gonna be dealing with other men. She asked me when we were gonna hang out again and I said 'what do you want from me?' She said nothing...So I said 'Im not wasting my time'. She got pissed a little bit. I dont wanna force anything on her. I dont want to casually date her again...Either she does or doesnt wanna be with me. Shes still confused. She broke my heart twice before. I dont wanna open myself up to let her hurt me again but I kinda wanna see if it could go anywhere. I didnt feel like she was serious about things before...still doesnt seem to be. She has a very 'whateva' attitude. I kinda wanna give this new girl a chance but would drop her for the ex if shed be real with me...I still think I feel more for her than she does for me. She invited me to a party at her house. Should I just leave this alone and move on or see what happens?