Hotdiggitydammit Posted September 20, 2005 Posted September 20, 2005 Hello all I just wanted to say my goodbyes. I had found my peace and gave into insecurities but I should have known better. I wont be here much longer, as I will begin the process to build myself stronger for taking the first step to heal myself because I want my soul to be its best. So then when our souls come together, if that should be, I am able to give some peace and be stable because she may need me when the time is right. It is my duty to get myself better because that is what she deserves from me. I am sorry for thinking so selfishly. I just realized that healing is not only for me but also for my future partner. I'm glad I got my sense, so I wish you all take my advice to heal yourself for your next bride.
Author Hotdiggitydammit Posted September 20, 2005 Author Posted September 20, 2005 Hey give me a break. Therapy doesn't start till tomorrow. I know that I am impulsive, so that is why I think it over. Later, I will be able to think oppositely, so I don't make past mistakes and hurt people I love. If we are to be one later, I want to bring the best of me because that is only way that two people can make things work.
Author Hotdiggitydammit Posted September 20, 2005 Author Posted September 20, 2005 Im starting to get this now. How I finally been able to smile today;)
johan Posted September 21, 2005 Posted September 21, 2005 Would anyone think any less of me if I said I totally understood this post?
RainyDayWoman Posted September 21, 2005 Posted September 21, 2005 Would anyone think any less of me if I said I totally understood this post? i definitely wouldn't think less of you, and while i understand the idea of the post, i would like if you could explain why he is addressing himself in a somewhat hostile way....?
johan Posted September 21, 2005 Posted September 21, 2005 i definitely wouldn't think less of you That doesn't really make me feel better. I don't know why he is posting responses to himself.
Okeydokey Posted September 21, 2005 Posted September 21, 2005 What do you mean by you won't be here much longer? And you are saying your good-byes. I hope you are not thinking about anything drastic. I'm not quite sure I understood the post either, but I don't think you should do anything dramatic... help clarify here b/c the post is concerning me a bit.
LilBrokenOne Posted September 21, 2005 Posted September 21, 2005 I do not understand your posts. Can you please explain what is going on and what happened?
RainyDayWoman Posted September 22, 2005 Posted September 22, 2005 That doesn't really make me feel better. why are you insulting me?
johan Posted September 22, 2005 Posted September 22, 2005 why are you insulting me? You said you wouldn't think less of me, which sounded like thought little of me to start with. Not sure how you felt insulted, but I'm sorry.
RainyDayWoman Posted September 22, 2005 Posted September 22, 2005 you asked if anyone would think less of you....i was just saying that i wouldn't. i thought you were insulting me by basically saying "it doesn't make me feel any better that YOU wouldn't think of less of me because i don't care what you think and you're an idiot to begin with" or something like that. sorry, mass miscommunication. we both took each other the wrong way.
johan Posted September 22, 2005 Posted September 22, 2005 you asked if anyone would think less of you....i was just saying that i wouldn't. i thought you were insulting me by basically saying "it doesn't make me feel any better that YOU wouldn't think of less of me because i don't care what you think and you're an idiot to begin with" or something like that. sorry, mass miscommunication. we both took each other the wrong way. No problem! People misunderstand me all the time.
RainyDayWoman Posted September 22, 2005 Posted September 22, 2005 too late, i already saw you call me an idiot..... CAUGHT YOU! but thanks for thinking of my feelings, even if it was last minute.
georgiagirl76 Posted September 22, 2005 Posted September 22, 2005 I know I just joined yesterday but I think I am missing something. I have read many of this posters posts and I can't follow them. Are you posting replies to yourself? You seem to be hostile toward yourself- are you sure you are ok? Maybe this is just someone who is really trying to use this site as a joke. I hope not.
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