CantDecide... Posted September 18, 2005 Posted September 18, 2005 OK well were to start, its like 6 oclock, and as usual my friends and i are looking for a party. we hear of one, and dcided theres not much else to do. I knew my ex would be there buti wasnt sure, and i wasnt about to let that stop me from havinga good time. so i get to the party and isee her, i say hello to her she says hi and then i see her flirting with a guy in front of my face. I dont say much but continue what i was doing. then a litte later the kegs showed up, and i helped carry them in and what not, and as im putting the tap on the keg, i turn around and i see my ex hooking up with some guy. she notices i saw and i give hera death stare. about a minute later i went downstairs to set up other keg, and there hooking up again. I set the new keg up and as im walking up the stairs say, to my ex. you know evan though we dont speak anymore atleast have the decensy, to not pull this **** while im watching, how would u F*cking feel, and he tells me to leave her alone, then being the drunk a**h*** i am threw him down the stairs(small stairs) rekmeber he was my freiend all threw elementry school best friend) i go outside to have a stoge and she follows me crying. we frieldy argue for a bit, and then the cops show up. we run together, and end up in the same car, then a third girl gets in, so its my ex on right, me in middle , and other girl to my left. out of no were this other girl starts hooking up with me in front of my ex. and then my ex flips out, and then the girl does it again, and im trying to say no cuz its not right evan though my ex did it to me i dont want to inflict that pain on her right back. So then my ex and i get out of the car, and she tells me all this stuff like u played with my head i just want to be your friend, but u alwasy screw with my emptions, and i said im sry, and that it was just becasue i love you and wanted to be with you, and when i relized i couldnt i had to let you go. later on i get home and she txts me saying i hope your ok, we talk for a bit, and she says gues ill talk to you in a couple months. I then emailed her and sadi i miss you, and i apologize for the comments to her and other guy, and apoligized for the backseet stuff with my other girl. basically put my heart on the table, we hadnt talked in 3 weeks so maybe she was missing me....what do u guys think?
LucreziaBorgia Posted September 18, 2005 Posted September 18, 2005 With the given situation and behaviors - would it matter if she missed you or not? Best to just turn around, walk away and never look back.
Author CantDecide... Posted September 18, 2005 Author Posted September 18, 2005 i dunno, as much as last night ws insane, and a lot of random bad stuff happened, and as much as it was horrible on herpart to be makin it to guys in front of me...i gues im a glutten for punishment, cant let go...i dunno im just a mess in general
pippen_2k Posted September 18, 2005 Posted September 18, 2005 Shouldnt have gone to that party.... I know you feel as though you dont want her to inflict on you having a good time, but its far too soon and you were kidding yourself if you thought you could. I bet it wasnt worth the pain was it.. you gotta avoid her big time man.. seein her with other guys must really suck.
Author CantDecide... Posted September 18, 2005 Author Posted September 18, 2005 let me put it to u this way, we were waiting for the kegs, and i kept seeing her talk to other guys, 4 of them, not hook up just talk, but flirty talk. the one guy she did hook up with and i saw it, right on the mini dance floor the kidss set up, i was in so much pain i was shaking, literally, i couldnt feel my legs they felt like jello, i could barely fill my keg cup becasue my hand were shaking, i was about to puke. girls i havent talked to in years, came up to me and hugged me becasue they saw in my eyes my pain, and saw me shaking. as wrong as it was to confront her i just had to, i feel bad i threw him down the staiurs, i gues the anger about the fact that, he was my best friend grwoing up, like he was my next door neighbor, went to eachother family parties growing up, 2 nights ago we talked for first time, then that happens. i know she was hammered and everything and she was completly wasted but it hurt so bad. more pain then i could ever know
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