bennychase Posted September 18, 2005 Posted September 18, 2005 I have been so well these past 2 weeks. I felt like I was finally moving on. Being in a relationship for 2.5 years and having bought wedding and engagment rings, and then her tell me the classic, "I need a break" line, hurts like hell. Enduring her being with other guys while she is telling me that she still loves me gurt like hell. It has 7 months since she said she needed the break, and 4 months since she broke up with me. My sister-in-law asked me about her and what all is going on right now between her and I She calles me at least once a week. She called me twice this week.Talking to my sis-n-law, I explained everything and talked about all of the F&cked up things she has done to me. After talking about all of this, I felt like Sh%t! I feel like any progress I have made over the past 2 weeks is mostly gone. I have that burning feeling in my chest again. The pain sucks. It hurts so bad when someone tells you they love you and still want to give your relationships another chance ... just not right now. And in the mean time, she is going to screw around with other guys. Its funny because she gets soo freaking jelous when she hears about me just hanging out with other girls. She called me this week and I was short but friendly with her. I didnt want to talk so I cut the convo. short and said I was gonna go. She then asked me in a tone of voice that sounded half angry and half jelous, "What, you dont want to talk to me?" and then, "Is there a girl with you??" I dont get it. She is with other guys 24-7, and basicly lives with a bunch a guys at where she work. She lives with 2 guys that she screwed around with this summer. And she has the F&cking nerve to angry and jelous when she thinks Im with someone else. Im sick of this! Just venting a little. I hope I feel better in the morning. thanks for all of your previous support fellow LS'ers.
upsetnhurt Posted September 18, 2005 Posted September 18, 2005 You are never going to heal if you continue to talk with her.....who is this sister in law? Are you married?
sanne Posted September 18, 2005 Posted September 18, 2005 the more you stay in contact with her, the more she will slip away from your grasp. take it from me man, the longer you keep in contact the worse this all gets. i let things drag out with my ex for so long that we both now dislike each other and the only emotions we share for each other are anger and frustration. don't be like me, be better than that. give yourself the willpower to stay away from her and start your life anew. if she comes back to you, great, but if not then you can now it was never meant to be.
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