BklynGuy Posted September 18, 2005 Posted September 18, 2005 Started talking to ex again. We hung out and she kissed me. Told me maybe I could come to her place. When we were together she was living with an ex she cheated on. Claimed he'd force sex on her. I didn't believe it. She was saving for an apt but I didnt think she had it in her to leave him. I got tired of her dealing with him so I did another girl. She didnt want to be with me after that. I left her cause she was with him. Now she has her own place but told me today she is seeing another guy. That just made me feel like same old crap. She never loved me. I felt like I shouldnt have gone to see her the other nite. Like it was a mistake. Now I know it was. I feel like I opened up an old wound again. She caused a lotta damage in my life and was ungrateful for what I did for her. I never got over her and always think of her. Every other girl Ive dated fell for me but this one just didnt no matter what I tried. She was a big player anyway. Interested in too many men. Ugh!
johan Posted September 18, 2005 Posted September 18, 2005 Started talking to ex again. We hung out and she kissed me. Told me maybe I could come to her place. When we were together she was living with an ex she cheated on. Claimed he'd force sex on her. I didn't believe it. She was saving for an apt but I didnt think she had it in her to leave him. I got tired of her dealing with him so I did another girl. She didnt want to be with me after that. I left her cause she was with him. Now she has her own place but told me today she is seeing another guy. That just made me feel like same old crap. She never loved me. I felt like I shouldnt have gone to see her the other nite. Like it was a mistake. Now I know it was. I feel like I opened up an old wound again. She caused a lotta damage in my life and was ungrateful for what I did for her. I never got over her and always think of her. Every other girl Ive dated fell for me but this one just didnt no matter what I tried. She was a big player anyway. Interested in too many men. Ugh! There are so many women out there like that. Too bad you had to open up and make yourself vulnerable to her before you found out what she's really like. Someone like that should have to carry a sign.
wifigeek Posted September 18, 2005 Posted September 18, 2005 Started talking to ex again. We hung out and she kissed me. Told me maybe I could come to her place. When we were together she was living with an ex she cheated on. Claimed he'd force sex on her. I didn't believe it. She was saving for an apt but I didnt think she had it in her to leave him. I got tired of her dealing with him so I did another girl. She didnt want to be with me after that. I left her cause she was with him. Now she has her own place but told me today she is seeing another guy. That just made me feel like same old crap. She never loved me. I felt like I shouldnt have gone to see her the other nite. Like it was a mistake. Now I know it was. I feel like I opened up an old wound again. She caused a lotta damage in my life and was ungrateful for what I did for her. I never got over her and always think of her. Every other girl Ive dated fell for me but this one just didnt no matter what I tried. She was a big player anyway. Interested in too many men. Ugh! i know exactly how you feel mate.. having been in the exact same situation. my ex phoned me up all upset, so i went to see her, she said she had got into bad things (drugs/prostitution etc) so i cycled 10+miles at 3oclock in the morning just to keep her company.. got there, spent the night with her and we ended up sleeping together.. and i think great, now things will be great between us.. next day, back to the same old **** with her treating me like crap/saying she will come over and then making up excuses not to. women are all just scum as far as iam concerned, ive had enough with being walked over and treated like a pile of crap. i should never have had unprotected sex with her that night, especially since she put me through so much pain and hurt for the last 4years (went out with my best mate behind my back, told me a load of lies that she had been raped, told me she was going to kill herself and had me all worried about her then wouldnt let me meet her to make sure she was ok.. emotional blackmail) ..even sent me pictures of her slit wrists in my email!
Author BklynGuy Posted September 18, 2005 Author Posted September 18, 2005 She never loved me. She liked me maybe cuz we did fun things. Dammit, I never stopped thinking of her but she never felt like I did. Hanging with her made me remember all the feelings of rejection I felt with her. No matter what I did she didnt feel the same...I was wasting my time and I know this is the best thing. But man, now the old wound is open again.
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