Delicaterose00 Posted September 17, 2005 Posted September 17, 2005 I was on here a few months ago... Let me refresh your memory.. My ex of 2 years cheated on me.... lied to me..... kept it from me... I found out. This was in May, but I assume he was seeing her before that.. Said he wanted me, not her, then left me, then said he just needed time to figure out what he wanted, when really he was figureing out who he wanted.. he woulntl let me go. I thought I was going to marry this guy, we were looking at rings and furniture to move out. I went the through the deepest depression, crying 24 hours a day, I lost 20 pounds cause I could not eat, couldnt sleep... This lastest until the end of July.. long time... ~ I changed my number a while ago and do not speak to him. I did find out though that he is still with her, adn being faithful and that pisses me off!!!!!!! How come someoen like him, who checked outgirls in front of my face, disrespected me a lot, gets to be happy with someone and I dont! I am not in a state of depression right now but since I found that out I am sad again.... Every time I see a skinny girl in the paper, magazine, tv, mall, I think if his new girl looks like that... I cousin told me she is tiny, tall, but just average, not as pretty as me... but still, I think of her every time I see someoen I know my ex would fall for... how do I get throught hsi again>>>>> I keep meeting a.s.s.holes!!! Why does he get to have someone!!!!!!!! Why do I still care???? I hate him for what he did to me. I guess he is is calling her his sugar mama because he got fired from 2 jobs after he left me, and didnt pass his paramedic test for the 6 th time so now has to go to school all over again... what a loser right, and so I guess she pays for a lot of stuff for him.... makes me sick... and he gets to have sex.. lmao.. and I dont!!!!!!!! I just want to rid him from my mind once and for all...a month ago I was told from hearsay that he was seeing other girls behind her back too, and so I was like.. what a scum bag..and felt better that I was not with him... but now I hear from his bestfreind who is married to my cuz, that he is being faithful to her ... wtf.. soemoen help me.. I was fine until I heard this....
hiwhatsup Posted September 17, 2005 Posted September 17, 2005 wtf i posted a reply but its not there??? ????
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