tacolover Posted December 24, 2018 Posted December 24, 2018 hi guys, im new to this forum and i thought i just write down what i feel since it can be quite cathartic. my girlfriend and i broke up pretty much 5 months ago because we were moving to different places. we were together for a year. it was not a messy break up, except for my lousy attemtps to get back with her by begging and promising things i knew she wouldnt accept, like moving to her country for example, but she already had made up her mind about the breakup. anyway, after all this time i still feel like there is a huge part of me that's missing. she was not the first girl i slept with, but my first relationship and honestly my first true love, and even though there were things we didnt agree on that made me question the relationship at times, i loved her more than i can express. since the breakup she called to wish me a happy bd, which made my day. but after that there has been no communication whatsoever. i still miss her, i lover and i wish we were still together. i know its gonna take a long time until i meet someone even closely as beautiful, caring and smart as her. it felt like she was perfect for me, and i thought i was perfect for her. she seems to be happy with her life, and i truely wish her all the best in the world. i just wish we would be happy together. for the last 18 months she is all im thinking about. when i wake up, when i close my eyes to go to sleep and most of the time in between. i feel miserable knowing that she most likely moved on with some other guy, that she is touching him the way she touched me, and that he is touchng her the way i used to... i miss calling her my love, and she calling me hers. anyway. C'est la vie
Fekenaws Posted January 4, 2019 Posted January 4, 2019 I'm new here too with a fairly similar situation. Just remember to keep no contact and move on with your life, if she wants you she will let you know. Flirt with other girls and see what else is out there!
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