Love engaged woman

[townie]

I fell in love with an engaged woman things ok for 6 months but for not 3 months she only let me See her once then she backed off yet again for 4th time cancelled dates and told me to have sex with ex and find someone else.in those 3 months I didn't meet her she was on about getting flat and moving out but she never did said too expensive for good one so I said get cheap one but no she didn't.

So I stupidly found a single girl who was really interested I me and we got on but she was a gold digger.I had removed engaged woman from my mind but she came back after few weeks saying she's sorry made big mistake I'm love of her life and I want to move to your town to work she had job lined up.i didn't take her back and regret it now she even said i dont blame you if you dont come back as she was so nasty and spiteful.as I think she was serious so she messaged me on n off for 3 weeks and I replied in a friendly non romantic way,but after another 3-4weeks I found that I still loved her and could forgive and told her this and appologised for delayed response but she said its all to late and won't change her mind i tried everything.

I genuinely miss her everyday its been 6 months since ive seen her i cant seem to forget and im getting myself down with self blame.

I wish I had given her that 1 last chance to leave him she had a job lined up I'm my town too.

Now I'll never know and live with regret (((

[planb1973]

Don't go after women who are engaged... problem solved.