sadboy77 Posted October 20, 2018 Posted October 20, 2018 I'm going to break this story down into three parts so it doesn't get messy; I'm a bad story teller sorry! 1. (Before the feelings) 2. (Summer of 2018) 3. (September - October) 1. Before I met her, she was just another person who my ex did not want me to talk to. It was only after a recent breakup that I started talking to her, but only as friends. She knew about my ex, asked about what happened, and invited me over to comfort me, which is all that happened. After a few weeks of talking in class, we began to hang out almost every day. We teased eachother, flirted, went out to dinner and movies together, and we both considered eachother our best friends. The only downside was that she was not your AVERAGE girl, a girl who enjoyed talking to guys in THAT way, but that didn't matter because we were friends at the time. 2. Fastforward into the beginning of summer, this was where we both caught feelings at the same time. She joked about telling her friends I was her boyfriend in a very sarcastic way, and when she asked me what I wanted my future wife to be, I said, 'not you thats for sure' she felt upset (we talked about how we first started liking eachother). We went to a party together and both got very drunk, I tried talking to her and she didn't like that, she wanted to hear my feelings from sober me. Near the end of the summer, we started losing contact and eventually got into an argument about how I wasn't there for her anymore, leading to her giving a blowjob to another guy days after the argument. 3. When school started back up again, so did our relationship. We talked about what happened over the summer, and it was after the third time I got rejected that she began to realize she didn't want me to be with anybody else. Her friends have been begging for me to ask her out for the past month, and I've even gotten a text from her saying "so when are you gonna ask me out ". Well, I go over to her house and we got high, then she wanted to have a serious talk with me. To summarize the three hour long talk, "I can't be with you because I have to love myself first, as of right now I can't see myself being with you, I'm sorry I lead you on but I did have feelings for you, if you stick around it'll be a waste of your time, and if I ever do get these feelings back for you I'll tell you". I'm the first person she genuinely likes, or at least that's what she says. She says she doesn't want to hurt me but this already hurts. I don't think she wants to love herself first but instead to keep talking to other guys because she enjoys it. I should've let her go the first time she rejected me, but I've at least started No-Contact.
MountainGirl111 Posted October 22, 2018 Posted October 22, 2018 (edited) I'm sorry for your sadness, sadboy. Edited October 22, 2018 by MountainGirl111
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