isabellaraviv Posted September 1, 2005 Posted September 1, 2005 My ex and I were each other's firsts loves, first everything. Our relationship was perfect and he was soooo in love with me. But I got sick, but he didn't know I was getting sick and neither did I...it wasn't until several months later that he knew I was actually very sick. I knew he was having a hard time with the break-up, but obviously not that hard because he had a girlfriend right away. He told me he had moved on not too long after the break. They have since broken up though. He said he loved me a lot and wanted to remain friends, but that our dating life was not each other's business. Over the past seven months, things have been weird. I really got over it and I was in a good place. I realized that I didn't need him and it gave me a chance to grow and get physically better without having to worry about a boyfriend. I told him that and he was kind of like "ohh..." He kind of alluded to the fact that he felt really guilty about judging me for being sick before he knew. now we are thrust into a situation where we are seeing each other everyday. And my worst fear is coming true. I'm falling for him again and I'm not supposed to. Everyone's told me not to, to safeguard myself, but its hard. I ahven't seen this guy in 7 months and now...its all back to the way it was before. I'm still in love with him, but I have to see him! He's been very enthusiastic about seeing me, but today he just walked right past me without talking to me. A couple of days ago, I walked past him without saying anything and his roommate stopped me and told me to come talk to him. He seemed to know all about the situation and was like "Oh, your ex talks about you so much I feel like I know you." And he got us talking about small things that have happened since we've been apart. It was awkward but the chemistry was still totally there. And I miss him SO MUCH now. But he was blushing and stumbling over his words the whole time. And his roommates were kind of talking him up. But then after that, today he just kind of walks past me like he didn't know me, except I mean I was with a friend and talking so he could've not wanted to interrupt. Or been embarrassed. But I don't understand. He used to want to be friends and now he needs people to force us to talk? And I was kind of weirded out he was telling people around us that he had barely met the history of us when he's so "moved on". What do you guys think I should do? Ignore him? Realize he's over and done with me? Or is there a chance?
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