honeylove82 Posted August 28, 2005 Posted August 28, 2005 It's already been 4 almost 5 months since we broke up and I left him in florida. he made the decision not I so I had to move because I couldn't afford the apartment without him. he acted like he still loved me and everything but the fact is he broke up with me. He claims cause of money but on the application for leaving the apartment he put financial and personal reasons. I still have not been able to get over him after 4 months. I was with another guy and he couldn't even compare to the guy he was. We did have financial problems when we were together though. i couldnt get full time at my jobs or find full time and he owed in taxes to the IRS he ended up having to borrow from his parents after he broke up with me and than pay them back. He had moved out after he dumped me, saying it wouldnt be right to live together you know we're not together well those weren't his exact words but thats what he meant. So I gave a guy I knew at the mall my number cause he said he would talk if i needed to talk so later he called me and begged to come over and kept pressuring me saying he needed to talk. I said cant we talk on the phone but he was pressuring to come over so I call his mom saying I don;t know what to do he;s scaring me and she gave me the local polices number and said she would talk to him so she got his number and talked to him. Well at 12 am my ex texted me saying I heard what happened do you want me to come over? So i said yeah im really scared to be alone. So he did sick as he was and stressed out from our breakup. anyway we probably shouldntve but stuff happened. accidently on both our parts. the next day he bought me food at the airport he wanted to make sure I had food in my stomach for the plane ride and he kissed me goodbye and held me tight before i went on the plane i blew him a kiss even though i knew it was over for good. I would probably never see him again. He sent me one sweet text saying he hoped i wasnt angry at him (ok of course i was) that it was the only thing to do( right) and that he still cared about me and he knew that i did once care about him and he just wanted what was best. anyway the next day he was angry at me for keeping on calling the house(his parents ) so i stopped ( that was wrong) and said i cant keep doing that his dad hates that so i said ok and he was really angry at me for leaving the apartment a mess. ( I think he was angry about the breakup but I dont know) Than later he called me and said we'll talk again in a few months when i get my life straightened out. well I dont have a cell phone anymore and he doesnt have my home number i dont think so do You think I should let it go? Why is it so hard for me to let go? I know I seem immature and everything. I KNOW it's over. Anyone have any tips like what to do? He also kept some of my stuff and won't admit that he has it and won't send it back. I'm sorry this post is so long
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