JoeBro Posted February 23, 2018 Posted February 23, 2018 Not sure what I'm feeling now. I'm kinda numbed. for the 4th time. We got together Oct 2017 of last year and Dec 2017, things get rocky perhaps due to long distance and I fly over to meet her for a week once a month. In summary: 15 Dec 2017, First time we broke up she left and packed her luggage and left, she we got back together the next day when she changed her mind. I did not beg her. Just told her, I will be happy for her when she find someone better. 12 jan 2018: Second time we broke up for no reasons, she simply shut me without reasons, she blocked me and removed me from her contact list and 2 days later, she texted me again and we got back together. 31st Jan 2018: 3rd time we broke up, yeah. This time I had enough. No respect for me at all and she acted hot cold and distant. i literary told her I want to pack my stuff from her house and leave peacefully. Guess what, her expletive remarks and threats to throw my stuff away got me pissed. NC for 3 days and I texted her to check if I left some stuff there and again I got more expletive words and told me she don't make friend with her ex. 5 days later on 10th Feb, texted her to meet up for coffee and being direct to her telling her, we should try again, she accepted the patch without question and even being very sweet but next day she turned cold again and reply with 1 word text. 13th feb 2018: 4th time break up and this was only 3th day we patched back, lolx...seriously. she told me we not matching and she is tired and got no time for me over text. She don't mind be friend. My last word to her was "it's fine, at least i got your answer, since you no longer have feelings for me. Don't worry, we stop at here. Not that I' always like this but I am aware that you're avoiding me all the time for. no point I force if things doesn't work out. No hard feelings, I'm cool abt this since you have made yr decision. I'll move on in due time. On 19th Feb, she contacted me asking for help. I ignore her text till today. I guess I am too tired to continue myself. I don't know if i should be happy or sad haha....I pretty sure I wanted her out of my life. One thing i'm only happy about is, throughout the relationship, I never shouted expletive words nor beg her to come back. hahahaha
Zahara Posted February 23, 2018 Posted February 23, 2018 Stay broken up and stay NC. There is nothing to gain by going back to her -- you both are better off moving on from each other.
Author JoeBro Posted February 23, 2018 Author Posted February 23, 2018 Stay broken up and stay NC. There is nothing to gain by going back to her -- you both are better off moving on from each other. I am trying to move on. just need to rant. my luck on this kind of girl. hahahaha
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