Just broke up with boyfriend but couldn't cut the string..what to do now?

[Hanabi]

Hi everyone..I am just in a very difficult situation...just hope I can get some advices

 

I have been with my boyfriend for just 10 months, we broke up just two nights ago.......

We started having long distance relationship since end of June, and so it's has been only two months..

We always had problems, huge fights, and basically we kindda know the relationship won't go anywhere in the long run....

When he visited me last week for one week, I totally felt that I fell out of love and couldn't be sweet with him anymore...it could be because of my complicated situation and feeling depress and everything. So he felt that we aren't working out...after he left, we talk over the phone, and I broke up with him..

I thought it was a release because of all the pain we've been through...

Yet I suddenly feel so sad, I miss him so much, is this normal?

We were on the phone again, and we both decided to be friends....

but I know I want more than just friends...

I guess perhaps I am lonely in this new city, I have no friends and family here..

I miss him alot..i don't know if that is really love,

but whenever I think about our past, I felt so painful.

We both cried so much last nite.

I miss him so much......we decided to stay "Friends" for a short period of time and see where it'd go.

I don't know if that's wrong of me doing that, I know we still feel for each other, at least for having been together so long, although its' only 10 months, it's almost like 2 years because the time we spent together and things we've been through.

I don't know what to do, my heart is hurting so badly now, but being able to talk to him sort of sooth it abit..but I know that this can't go on forever.....I Don't know what to do.

Any advice would be great, thanks..

[kscholze]

I am in a similar situation. When me and my girlfriend broke up I was very hurt and I missed her until It made me sick. I thought that maybe I just missed having someone there with me so I went out and met other women.

 

Well I found someone that I really liked, we had fun together and everthing was great except when I was with this new girl I still wanted to be with my ex. After that happened with a few more girls I realized it was her that I missed not just a body.

 

hope that helps