Starnette83 Posted August 24, 2005 Posted August 24, 2005 Hello, Well I'm writing since I'm sad and just blue. My bf of 4 1/2 years (5 years in dec) is leaving to a far away school which is 8 hours away from where we live. I didnt want him to leave since we have always been close to eachother and i am so used to him and he is more than my bf, my best friend. I love him sooooooooo much, i have never been so open and so comftorable with anyone in my whole life the way i have been with him,, and im also the first girl hes opened up to so much. Anyways I love this guy so much, i really consider him the love of my life, im 22, and hes 21..we just turned these ages, we started dating when he was 16 and i was 17 and since we first talked we just clicked so much!, we talked everyday for like5 hours in the beginning of our relationship, anyways we have gone some rough times but no matter what in the end we are still together.. Im writing i guess to vent and because i really dont want him leaving but im not going to be selfish, i know hes going to school and he wanted to get away from home, since his household has always been hard to live with, so i support him even though it hurts that i wont see him when i want/need to. If lucky we might see eachother once a month, but that is so hard when im used to seeing him 3-4 times a week or sometimes more. I dont know, has anyone gone through this, sometimes i get scared that distance will separate us, he will have to be in that school for 2 years. Ughhhhhhhhh im depressed just thinking...i know this might be a big test to see if we r meant to be but im scared, i dont want to lose him to distance or to him meeting soeone over there! what am i to do!?
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