brokenshell Posted November 22, 2017 Posted November 22, 2017 I decided to start a new thread to hopefully get more answers. Well I have definitley made progress over the last 8 months. I moved into my own place, feel like I'm in a much happier place. I even slept with someone else recently (something I thought I wouldnt be able to do for a long time) however its not serious. It felt nice breaking the physical bond with my ex. I thought this guy was my soul mate. So there are still some deep feelings i cant seem to get past. I have managed to avoid anything about what hes doing or who hes seeing now for 8 months and havent checked any of his social media in that time. Until yesterday when someone thought it would be a good idea to tell me they saw him in the grocerie store with a girl. It hit me like a kick to the stomach. But didnt feel as bad as I anticipated. Since then its all I've thought about. I've never heard from him in 6 months, I have reached out a few times to try and make peace, no begging him back just want to be on friendly terms. But he has been silent. Never replies so I went hard nc for 2/3 months. He initiated the breakup after 2.5 years. I didnt trust him, and he was selfish amd a bit of a narcissist and it took its toll. It hurts that he seems to have completely forgotten and doesnt care at all anymore. I feel like I havent been missed and I meant nothing and easy replaced and it hurts. I messaged him to say I had bumped into someone who said they saw him with a girl and that I was happy for him and hope hes doing well. Is it too soon to be messaging him? I genuinley meant I was happy for him. It does hurt too however. I just wish he would be civil with me so I dont walk around dreading bumping into him and how horrible it will feel.
losburatinos Posted November 22, 2017 Posted November 22, 2017 Well, you said it all yourself. He moved on.
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