Nubemeister Posted August 18, 2005 Posted August 18, 2005 It's been so long since I have thought about my exbf. He left bc he said that he fear commitment or just what we had. This happened early this year. I dated him in high school too and I guess time has given me healing, but there are times when I just sit there and all I do is think about what I had and I start to cry. It's a feeling inside that is so strong and sometimes it just comes back to me... What's worse is that he did not care or he wrote once in his journal that he has never really cared for anyone...not even myself. He put on a face of sadness bc it was what was expected when breaking up with someone... And that hurts me when I think about me to this day. I know it's silly and it's just off.. but I guess I don't understand how he was with me and I was so unimportant to him.... I'm ok with it now, but there are times like now that I can't seem to let it hurt and I just cry. I know he doesn't care and why should I? but...I've never been that kind of person..it works against me.... This feeling doesn't seem to go away..is it bc it's him or bc I need something else? Thanks...
pippen_2k Posted August 18, 2005 Posted August 18, 2005 Some people say the thoughts linger around untill you meet someone else... Maybe this is true..I dunno But im preety sure the pain will disapear in due time! Out of sight, out of mind!
At Peace Posted August 18, 2005 Posted August 18, 2005 The crying is the soul's way of healing itself. Of course there are going to be moments when you think about someone you've been with and had feelings for. The heart doesn't heal exactly on schedule, the heart takes its sweet time. Honour your tears and let them flow with the memories. They are your memories of moments in your life, and never should you fight them or deny them. You will eventually come to live with them to a point where they won't trouble your heart and one day when the memories arise again you will sigh and smile and move past them.
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