marie25 Posted October 1, 2017 Posted October 1, 2017 it's been 3+ weeks NC and post-BU and overall have had a great breakup experience compared to others and my precious BUs with this person. some day i wake up and don't think of him at all, at least not immediately in the morning. what they say about healing is true though. it's like a wave. up and down. today i find myself thinking of his cuddles, the way he used to smell, his beautiful laugh and gentle nature. it doesn't stab me in the chest but rather is a dull pain. i do however think that im mainly still just in love with how we were at the beginning. pre all the mess that came, pre the fights and the messy "past", when we were so in love. that young man that was my first love still holds my heart. overall update: doing great, but definitely not ready to date anyone due to mmaimly moving on from what was a beautiful love story gone wrong. i want to take a block of time to fully grieve our 2.5 year relationship before thinking of anyone else. it's all me time. hope everyone is having a beautiful time healing and a great Sunday.
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