I like two guys

[Inna210]

Hi Guys!

So, I really need some advice.

 

I guess I'll start from the beginning.

 

When I was a freshman in high school, I took up IT classes because our teacher at school didn't teach us that well. There was this one guy in my class (I'll call him Jack), and it turned out he went to the same high school as me. We didn't talk though, let's just say freshman year was a very anti-social year for me. I only had a few best friends and stuck with them.

 

Anyways, after I finished my IT course there wasn't really anything different from before. I saw Jack many times between classes but we never talked.

 

Then in sophomore year one of my best friends started talking with some guys from Jack's class (but not with Jack). After a few months they became very good friends, they went to parties together (and they still do, me and my other friends went with them a few times), they talked in school a lot... There was this one guy (Mike), and she kept teasing me about him saying we would be a cute couple. I didn't like him that way though, so nothing really happened.

 

Later on I found out Mike and Jack are basically best friends.

 

Now, I'm in my junior year, we literally started going to school like 3 weeks ago.

 

The thing about my high school is that when you enroll in freshman year, you are put in a class of about 34 kids. We stay together as one class for two years and go to lessons together.

However, at the end of sophomore year, each student picks like a group of subjects they want to take in junior year, depending on what profession they want to choose.

So after we choose, the students are regrouped in new classes based on the subjects they chose.

 

The thing is, I'm alone in my class (not really, but none of my best friends are in my class and we only see each other on breaks). What's worse, Jake and Mike are in my class.

 

I don't know why, but one of my friends started teasing me about Jack. Maybe because I kept whining because we are in the same class... I don't really mind, but I feel like it would be really awkward to talk to him...

 

Also, I think he likes me. We haven't really had a conversation, but we've spoken indirectly in a group conversation. I've noticed that during classes he looks at me and when I look at him he turns away.

 

I think I started liking him too... But I'm way too embarrassed to talk to him. I feel like it will be so awkward, or I'll say something stupid.

 

I arrive at school earlier than most. When I enter my classroom the only ones there are Mike and another boy and a girl.

 

I've talked with Mike a few times. And I really like him, he can literally make me laugh at 7:15 in the morning (I hate talking in the morning let alone laughing, I'm way too sleepy).

 

So, I kinda started liking Mike as well. He probably doesn't like me at all though.

 

Now I'm torn between two guys who are best friends, and I have no clue what to do. They are both really cute, handsome, they have good grades (and they're not ****boys thank god)... But the thing is, they both have something different that attracts me.

 

Jake is a bit shy (only towards me), but has a really cheerful personality and he's really fun to hang out with. He and his friend are like laughing 24/7, but can be serious when needed.

 

Mike is kinda the same. He's way more confident though, and I find that really attractive.

 

I get it. I should probably try be friends with both of them and see who I like more.

 

The problem is, I'm afraid of breaking someone's heart. The fact that they're best friends is even worse. If I end up with Mike, it would break Jack's heart if he likes me (especially if Mike knows he likes me). I'm afraid I will ruin their friendship.

 

Has anyone been in a similar situation?

I really need some advice, someone to talk to. My friends are here for me and they are always by my side, I trust them with all my heart.

But I need someone else's opinion onthis as well.

[smackie9]

Wait.......there will be someone you like more than these two in about a month.