Author Headoverheelss Posted September 7, 2017 Author Posted September 7, 2017 I'm so happy I found somebody who has been in the same situation as me. I feel so bad for calling his wife, you have no idea. But then again he was living a double life I feel like I taught him a lesson in a way, but it doesn't make it any easier...
ice3784 Posted September 8, 2017 Posted September 8, 2017 Similar. I know what u meant. I even apologize to him after the mess but he ignored. I force myself to leave. Today is day 3. I secrectly hope he will contact me and ask me to stay. I want him even he treat me bad. I dont know why. I just seems lost without him. I miss sleeping next to him. I keep stalking his social media. I know he is bad for me. I know this relationship is bad for his marriage. I know he is fine with his wife and he act very well, telling her he loves her and the kids everyday. I want that too. I want him to love me. Telling her was part of the plan to make sure she know im here. I want to be acknowledge. I dont want to be hidden. I dont want to be dump either...
Author Headoverheelss Posted September 8, 2017 Author Posted September 8, 2017 Day 3 is very tough...did you contact him at all?
ice3784 Posted September 9, 2017 Posted September 9, 2017 Day 3 is very tough...did you contact him at all? Hi. Fail the day 3. U can read my post. We start contacting each other during midnight. I was trying to avoid picking up his calls buy his whatsapp messages came in and i cant resist to read. Once read i start texting back and it was a heated arguement over all sorts of things over the years. He breaks me by telling me to leave him and his family alone and other harsh stuff. In the end he even threathen me with some of our sexual photos. I was so pissed off i said i will make a polic3 report for harassing and then he back off and said he did it so that i will come home to face him. In the end i do go home to meet him to sort things out but ended back in his arms
pheonixrisen Posted September 9, 2017 Posted September 9, 2017 Thank you guys so much, so much motivation I do love my husband and I just think we reached a tough point of our relationship and I gave up...but realizing that he is the man who was able to forgive and still be by my side with all the love he's got is worth the weight of gold... You say you have a good h ..followed by worth the weight of gold ..but do not say if you are going to close the chapter of the affair . You are not the kind of person who harasses but your action are exactly that.he changed his number.he knows your number if he wantewanted to contact you he knows where to find you . Irrespective of the fact your affair with mm starts back or not .I think the decent thing here would be to give your h a clear out.he deserves better than you.he forgave you once and you were not able too give up the AP.you are on the path to slowly destroying and breaking your family for sex.
Author Headoverheelss Posted September 14, 2017 Author Posted September 14, 2017 some days its good, some days its bad....today is one of those days. me and my husband are having a ton of financial problems and i have been sooooo stressed, and i noticed today ive been thinking about him again .... im on the verge of contacting him, i guess its like a drug of serotonin for me, that im missing. i cant let myself fall into this trap again
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