cookie411 Posted August 8, 2005 Posted August 8, 2005 I really need help with this........................my bf and I have been dating for about 9 months and today he was suppose to leave to come see me.(see we are having a LDR so we have been trying to get together for a while.Well anyway he didn't leave today because i told him i didn't have the money for his hotel room.I had the money up until this morning.See i am only 19 and i am trying to move out of the nest.Well my mom asked me for $200 this morning and it wasn't like i could say "I don't have it" because she knew i had it.well anyway I had to tell him that i no longer had the money for the room.he wasn't too happy about that.Oh i forgot to mention he is 24.Cause see once he got here we were going to start planning our future together.Well we had an argument and we broke up. Then i sent him a text saying that i wished him the best and that I loved him more than life itself.And I REALLY do!and so basically we text until we got back together.Only now I think that sooner or later he is going to give up on us and it will be over.It will be the end of my life if he isn't in it.We got off the phone a hour ago on a bad note.He was talking about how he doesn't know how long it will last and he was comparing our relationship to his last one with his ex.(I don't care for his crazy ex to much)Anyway when i told him i loved him before we hung up all he said was "aight".That might not seem like much but it is when u feel the way i feel at this moment. Is my relationship going down the drain or am i just paranoid??????I need help on this A.S.A.P because I don't know ho long I can feel like this..........HELP ME PLEASE
A Fly onThe Wall Posted August 8, 2005 Posted August 8, 2005 First off I wanted to say that I'm sorry you are hurting.. and it will get better I don't normally say things like this.. But... What a CHEAP BASTARD .. I would never ask a girlfriend to pay for my hotel room. Consider yourself lucky that you got rid of this manipulating piece of trash.
Author cookie411 Posted August 8, 2005 Author Posted August 8, 2005 Update: IT'S OVER!MY LIFE IS OVER THE RELATIONSHIP IS OVER EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE IS GOING TO FEEL SO WRONG AND EMPTY.I HATE MYSELF AND MY LIFE.I CAN'T TAKE THIS.....................HE IS MY WORLD MY EVERYTHING...............I AM LAME WITHOUT HIM....................I GUESS MY LIFE IS TO BE ALONE AND DETACHED FROM THE WORLD..............................IT'S OVER FOR ME.
country gal Posted August 9, 2005 Posted August 9, 2005 ok girl, just stop and breathe here .... i know, it hurts like a son of b*tch - now.... but not for long. fly is right, he sounds like a cheap jackass who doesnt have his sh*t together just yet. right now you're lost in the self pity phase .... but that cloud will lift .... just breathe for now... adn then get out there and flirt with some hot ass, it'll make you feel better - promise.
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