Moving on from five year relationship?

[Tines223]

oving on from five year relationship?

 

I am going through a break up from a relationship of five years. It hurts bad. Ok this is kind of long and I would appreciate really true honest answers please. So here we go. I saw my ex a few days ago and we were good and he was being so affectionate to me like holding my hand..hold my waist when we walked...kissed my cheek...just sweet...so we spent a few hours together. Towards the end of that day of us spending time together he started to act different like the affection went away...so we left each other and I called him while I was in my way home to talk about how be was acting..long story short he broke up with me...he talked to me so rude he was mean to me...i was crying so hard while driving I could barely see...this broke me to my core...long story short he called me a hoe...smh he called me out my name and that hurt even more....our relationship was up and down a lot...no matter what he did to hurt me I would never call him out of his name...its crazy I am far from a hoe I never did anything to him to make him call me a ing hoe.....i feel that there is a huge empty part of me after this break up...this really sucks...my self esteem is shot..i kept thinking of what he is doing now..like is he talking to other girls now..these girls may be looking better than me and doing better than me...i feel that I will not find no one else and I will be alone..it really sucks..this man has told me I was the ugliest gf that he been with and that the women that has tried to talk to him look better than me...he said that when we bad an argument...smh...idk y I am so hurt like this but I am really broken...we both had our shortcomings in the relationship but idk y he would call me out my name...i felt I defined my beauty in him...i just need help getting through..i have no females friends my ex was my only friend I had. I am really down on myself and lack self love now. What do i do please about all of this?

[Pumpingiron34]

Sounds like a real immature dude who has no respect for humans. He did you a favor. Who cares whos hotter, what girls hes talking to and what there like. Fk em. Hes gunna learn real quick no matter how many hoes he bangs, how lonely hes gunna be when there not there in the morning. Please if he comes back tell him to fk off. Go heal and let this piece of **** rot, than find some other guy like me who had your same situation happen but, male instead of female version 5 years also that will probably appreciate you 5930430 more than this pathetic excuse for a man. My ex flaunted to me what a dick magnet she had become after we broke up, i cant even explain what thats like coming from some one you were there for through so much ****. She was also my only friend, since i cut off every one i had basically knew previous to the relationship. stay strong dont let him back in your life.