irresolute Posted May 1, 2017 Posted May 1, 2017 Dear all, I recently read some of my old threads on this forum and some emotions that I thought were forgotten, came again. It's been a long time since I last posted here, so I'm not sure if some of the people who used to help me (or tried to help me!) are still here. My life has changed since Johnny disappeared, back in march of 2015. I was alone for some months until I decided to stay in my marriage and try to solve the crisis. My husband and I have been working really hard, I was also able to finish my studies and started working part time during 2016. We went on vacations together during the summer of 2016 and, while we still have our fights as a couple, we stay together as a family. I cannot say I'm happy, but I'm equilibrated. I work out, read, take care of my house and family, and I'm planning to enroll in graduate school hopefully next year. As for Johnny, he disappeared. I never contacted him again and he did not contact me either. Life is calm now. Reading old threads made me somehow sad. I can see now how tangled and horribly messy all was. I think I was a victim, of my actions and thoughts, and I also was a victim of Johnny, who took advantage of my poor mental health at that time. Anyway, just an update. Take care, stay healthy, love yourself 3
d0nnivain Posted May 2, 2017 Posted May 2, 2017 Good for you on reaching a state of calm equilibrium. It sounds like you made real progress -- finishing your studies & getting a job.
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