Is it me?

[bradt93]

I want to apologize to everyone on this board, I don't mean to keep repeating repetitive things. I have OCD and sometimes I don't realize I'm doing it. Also, I want to know do I act like a bully on this board sometimes? because it might explain why I have such of a lack of a social life in real life. Also, my mood is just unpredictable and some days, I'll be real nice and other days, I can be a sob.

[MidwestUSA]

It's okay, Brad. Have you considered any type of therapy to help with your social skills?

 

One rule of thumb I use is to not take life so seriously. I know of some with OCD, however, and realize it's a challenge.

 

Best of luck to you!

[bradt93]

Thank you, you have no idea. Difficulty with communicating with people has left me lonely without real life friends and a girlfriend. It's the same routine for me everyday, go to school, come home, do homework, workout and go to bed. You can imagine how that drives me crazy.

[bradt93]

Sometimes I wonder if a relationship is worth it anymore, all the cheating and abuse that goes in relationships, maybe it's too much to handle.

[ZayKayWill]

Sometimes I wonder if a relationship is worth it anymore, all the cheating and abuse that goes in relationships, maybe it's too much to handle.

 

That's a part of what makes a relationship so valuable. If you're able to make it work out, it's an achievement in a sense since so many people have so much trouble with it. It can either be one of the greatest highs you'll ever feel in life or it can be the total opposite. That's part of the risk.

[bradt93]

I've been through an awful lot, my grandfather dying of cancer in 2001 and my grandmother dying of heart failure in 2013. I just want someone that will always be there for me besides my family of course.