Energeticbeing Posted February 18, 2017 Posted February 18, 2017 (edited) I met this 25year old girl at a pizza store, Lets call her HJ and asked if she was Lebanese because she looked familiar and she said she was mixed Caribbean and white. I asked for a paper and pen, wrote my number down and told her to text or call me if she wants to hang out. At the time I likes this girl that lived about two hours away and a week later I was suppose to go camping on the island and camping. So I was with some friends at the gay pride parade and as I left and was going home I got a text from HJ asking what I'm up to. I said just left the pride parade and she told me she was there too and should have texted me earlier. So we had a three hour conversation and some picture exchanged that same night. Turns out she is Scorpio and me a cancer, so I told her I was going to the island but if I don't go I'll text her and we can hang out. Sure enough I ditched the island girl and went for HJ. When she came into my house we just hit it off instantly and got right to the physical in less than 5 mins! It's like we knew each other for ever! So we ended up chillen for the next 10 days! Getting to know her turns out we were both working as delivery drivers as second jobs, we both worked at Earls and almost met there but she quit just before I got there. I just moved from Ontario and that was my first job, I moved to change my life because I have issues from childhood being treated poorly from a so called ADHD. (That's a long story) so basically we were together 6 weeks and apparently she collected 3k a month from her millionaire ex so she can do school, which made me have doubts! One night on sept 5 I was sleeping hung over from partying the night before and she had told me she was going with her girlfriend and sister for dinner. 12 am rolled around and she didn't call me or text me. I over reacted and accused her of being up to no good and hen felt terrible. So I was super worried and the. The night before when I was drunk I told her I love her. We got along extremely well! But fears and insecurities started coming to the surface and a week later she left me! After she left I put things together and was so devistated I scrambled and had a lot of bad habits and thing come to the surface of my conscience to be purged! Long story short her leaving me was a super spiritual experience and I see her as my twin flame. I think she is back with milliknaire ex. And her past isn't all roses either! We both have psychological issues I think from our past. I knocked at her door at 2am(she called me psycho and threatened me)once when I was drunk and didn't control my emotions! I realize I wanted my happiness though her back but now I'm okay as I stopped drinking and other substances and meditate and learn about my shadow self and forgive my hard. past! I have this overwhelming synchronization with her and we feel each others energy and thoughts! So we are connected as energy. I'm not sure what to do now and all I know I I want her to see me as my authentic self! I've been with many women and she is something different from all the rest! And for some reason that day I went to the pizza store, I was originally going to the one further down the street where I normally go but some magnetic gut feeling made me go to the one she was working at! And she wasn't even supposed to be working the till because she is a deliver driver too! That's a long story short. I feel like we are meant for each others on an esoteric level! Edited February 18, 2017 by Energeticbeing
Ronni_W Posted February 19, 2017 Posted February 19, 2017 (edited) There are different types of 'Soul Mate' or karmic relationships -- what they all have in common is that there are one or more inherent 'Tests' or Spiritual Initiations that come along with them. Here are links to a few articles on it: Link #1 and Link #2. And, Link #3. That HJ does not share your sense of this relationship - very well might be the core of your 'Test' In Love and Light. Edited February 19, 2017 by Ronni_W Major correction; and, added third link.
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