dtom Posted February 18, 2017 Posted February 18, 2017 So me and my ex went throught a rough time for months, and then it final ended, her choice. In the months of rough patch I did become clingy due to feeling like I was losing her, and this I know is one thing that pushed her further away. I feel she noticed all the bad things in me and ignored all the good, I will explain what I mean by this, she got ill during our relationship and I did all I could to support her, I even helped her financially when she was unable to work. I changed my entire life for her, got a new job, moved, lost contact with many friends all because I was so in love with this girl. I also accepted that our physical relationship had to stop and we didn't have a sexual aspect to our relationship for a very very long time, granted this did make me very frustrated at times and I did distance myself at times and started arguments and even got tempted to leave a few times, however my feelings for her meant I stayed and supported her, feels like that was all for nothing now as she can walk away so easily. I am now in debt because of this girl and feel like I am worthless. I know deep down I deserve better, I deserve someone who will treat me right and appreciate the things I do for them instead of expecting more and more. I caught her lying a lot about her friendships with other guys and she would be more open and more affectionate to them than me, but still expect me to financially support her as I was her boyfriend. I feel like I was a bit used, I spent a long time after the break up trying any way I could to get her back and regret it but I did beg and plead for her back, and I came to a realisation that I don't want to be with someone that I would have to beg back, I really do love this girl but feel i do deserve better but I am in a situation in which I feel that I will never meet another girl, I am a good looking guy and a nice funny guy I am just very shy and this makes me feel like I will be alone forever, this is probably the reason I hold onto my ex.
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