VAST11 Posted January 9, 2017 Posted January 9, 2017 (edited) "first love" etc. We met NYE '06, we were 16-17 at the time I left work early this morning feeling unwell and went to acquire a medical certificate from a doctor. As I was walking through the car park to enter the medical centre, I noticed my ex drive past and park up only a few metres from me. I decided to wait and take the opportunity to say hello. Naturally she was shocked, but happy to see me - decided to give me a hug etc. We both checked-in, sat down and had a chat quietly as we waited. She got called first, but we both agreed to briefly catch up afterwards. Eventually our appoints finished (coincidently seconds apart) and we decided to walk to a nearby bar and chat for half hour or so. It wasn't necessarily awkward, but there was a few moments of silence and "small talk" but it was genuine. Anyway, found out she's still in a LTR and living with the same guy she left me for. Which I'm not too phased about and accepted a while ago - he's a legit guy, means well. Knew her many years and liked her before I was ever in the picture. Give him a chance I didn't bother to mention anything about my dating life/relationships, nor did she ask. More or less took the opportunity to apologise for how I occasionally treated her, which I never really had the cojones to discuss and be honest to myself about.. Might of been selfish on my part, as may not be relevant any more but she legit appreciated it. Her BF phoned her twice while in the bar too, which she initially ignored but decided to answer the 2nd call. She openly told him she bumped into me and was having a chat, lol told him at a bar too as he asked where she was, had to mention my name 3x too. Literally a minute or two after, I decided it was best to wrap it up and say farwell. -- It took me a while to get over this girl, close to a year after BU. Mainly the guilt. I haven't been in a relationship with anyone since either (few random dates here and there, but nothing serious.) I also noticed subtly when I would be explaining something to her she was remembering and missing my idiosyncrasies, humour I have. If that makes sense? It has hit me in the feelers a little, seeing her again. There's definitely a part of her that misses me, too.. But it wouldn't be enough Edited January 9, 2017 by VAST11
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