hurtssomuch Posted January 3, 2017 Posted January 3, 2017 Hi, actually I don't know what do I really need from you guys... Probably to hear something good I'm in my twenties and 1,5 year ago my first true love has started. It stared somehow thanks to advices I got on this forum. I had known her for over 2 years and she was one I thogught I had no chance to be with. However this forum's users convinced me, that it was then or never. I tried to kiss her once, she turned her head and I thought that it was all over, however I was really pleased that I had at least tried. We kept being friends after that. Somehow, not so long after, we ended kissing and decided to try being together. It was beautiful time, the time I felt I was the king of whole world. We had a few arguments but I thought it was nothing that cannot be repaired. Unfortunately, we had just split out. For last weeks she was quite cold and I saw that something is wrong. Actually, I was expecting it. She said, she tried very hard, but she couldn't fall in love with me as much as she wanted. I believe her and I know that noone can force anybody to love. I'm trying to get over it, but I believe that I will not meet so amazing girl anymore. I know that probably many people say that, but she is/was really great. She was always best in any competitions, she is clever, beautiful and funny. Really, objectively, she is the most clever and beautiful woman among all my female friends or my friends' girlfriends. What is more, she was good at domains I have no idea about, often telling me fascinating things about art or dance. She had the same hobby, she had even similiar material status as me. I don't want anybody worse than her, but I know I won't meet anybody better than her. Really, for my whole life I have not met anyone as good as her, than how I can believe that I will meet anyone in the future, the one also interested in me It's just statistics... Ehh.. as I said, I have no idea what help I can get
LargoLagg Posted January 3, 2017 Posted January 3, 2017 Change your geography. There's a whole big world out there, just waiting for you. What are the chances that of all the people in the world, there is only one for you, and she just happened to be where you are? Next to zero, that's what they are.
Author hurtssomuch Posted January 5, 2017 Author Posted January 5, 2017 Ehh, my brain says you're right, but how come, that I have never ever met anyone like her... I have lost all my future plans in one moment ;/ Everything is so sad... All these happy couples around remaind me about us. And these girls, when I see them, my first thought is that my girlfriend was way more beautiful than any of them ;/
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