Author smile95 Posted July 17, 2005 Author Posted July 17, 2005 dgiirl-thanks and I am glad to see that you are handling things well. So much better than you were a month ago! I am proud of you! Thanks for the tips.I do not evenneed to call him to be reminded that he is a complete ass. I just have to imagine past conversations or lack there of and I see it. I really am doing it this time. Iknow that he will not call me for a long time and this time during that period Iam going to get over him instead of sitting waiting for that call. What would talking to him do? Nothing. he will not stop going to work for 20 hrs a day, he will not care about me more, etc. I am crushed but in the back of my head I always knew I was putting up with way too much. His "i love yous" were convincing(very). I just was looking past the fact he never showed it. I have come to depend on his "i love yous" it was all i had. Evenif he would call on tues and say it or even text it, i would be content for a few days, i would then call him and leave a nice message, he would ignore, and then i would text himasking if he was too busy, blah blah blah. Ssame crap over and over. He told me once that he hates when i text him 4oo times. Well I hate when I have to just to gt a single phone call in a week! I do not think love is supposed to feel this way. I hope not!
katty Posted July 17, 2005 Posted July 17, 2005 I need to go back and read your earlier post but I was just curious where did your ex live? Maybe you are dating my ex, sounds like it. lol
Author smile95 Posted July 17, 2005 Author Posted July 17, 2005 good luck reading my old posts-you will be here for days-lol I clearly have beeninthis way too long! I re read my old posts and it is the same crap over and over....that is how I know that this time has to be different. To him, this is our normal break.
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