countingstarsagain Posted December 18, 2016 Posted December 18, 2016 My ex and I have had very very little contact since he moved out a year and a half ago. I explained to him that we would both be better off if we didn't talk and he has respected my wishes for the most part. When he left, he told me he didn't mind if I continued to use his netflix. He texted me a few days ago and asked if I was using it, said it was fine if I was, just wanted to make sure someone hadn't hacked his account because he saw some shows under "continue watching" that he hadn't been watching. Mind you, I've been using it since he left. Anyway, very short exchange.. told him yeah it's just me. He wished me well and I wished him the same. Nothing else. For some reason, I have felt like I've had a major setback, even though the conversation was nothing of substance. I've been feeling a little sad the past few days over it which is completely nonsensical. Fast forward to today, four days later. I go to my soul cycle class (I've been working out regularly since the breakup and it has been life changing!) This song comes on towards the end and it felt like it was speaking straight to my soul. The message is that even though someone has hurt you, you are only made stronger by going through this struggle and will be better because of it. Have a listen if you're struggling today. It really helped me and I feel like I'm ready to return the focus back onto myself and my growth https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6uCLFkiJF6w
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