LeeLoo Posted July 14, 2005 Posted July 14, 2005 ...I've always wanted to be. But the circumstances are so WRONG. Back back back in the day, I had this boyfriend who was...well, yes, he was an online relationship, but someone that I had met through my best friend who lives here in Virginia. This guy's name is Vince. Fell in love with him like you wouldn't believe is possible. So now, I'm here. At his house. On his computer. While he and his girlfriend are napping on the floor in front of me. Girlfriend of eleven months, and me with my boyfriend of five months (though he's not here, I wouldn't ever begin to dream of cheating on him). How in the name of the god of f*** did this happen to me? I'm going insane, remembering all the times we talked about meeting and the kisses and hugs that we would share, not to mention the millions of times of...yes...cybersex. I know his innermost thinkings, I know him like the back of my hand, and yet...He's untouchable, just barely within my reach. And I'm hiding behind a facade of...detachment and ignorance that is driving me insane. The feelings that I had (and still have many of) for this man are not capable of being described with words. I remember the times when he would always be the first person to IM me whenever I got online. He said the sweetest things to me, told me how much he wished to hold me in his arms and kiss me as I fell asleep next to him. We held, and still hold, intelligent conversations that allowed for us to better understand each other and our standings on pretty much everything. And now, I'm just a friend of his. Someone who's kinda just...here. This is so f***ing weird. -sigh- What is everyone's thoughts? Or...similar experiences? Share!
Merin Posted July 15, 2005 Posted July 15, 2005 Wh a! See now I just want to know why you're at his house, using his computer while him and his GF are taking a nap on the floor in front of you? How did that happen? Why are you there?
lindya Posted July 15, 2005 Posted July 15, 2005 Originally posted by Merin Wh a! See now I just want to know why you're at his house, using his computer while him and his GF are taking a nap on the floor in front of you? How did that happen? Why are you there? Seconded Life just doesn't need to be that hard.
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