Cheryl11111111111111 Posted November 20, 2016 Posted November 20, 2016 I have a lot to do today. So much to do and so many things to move towards. I wrote all weekend. I was offline and I went through more paper then you could imagine. I had many different types of letters in the end. Some angry, some nice, some sad, some honest, all honest but so many different letters that what do I send. In the end, there were his friends who had no right to be here. No right to comment. No right to do anything they did but they were here and still are. I can still find things as early as yesterday telling me to move on. I gethered this much. I gathered to move on from our conversations in January. Last year even. My first question is why are you here. What right did you have? You dont' know me. You don't know my family nor do you know my future and atleast take my past but leave my future out of this. I find it disgusting the amount of energy they put into something that could have easily been resolved. My spirituality. My child. My life was not your business end of story and if he wanted our friendship, he would not have given it to you guys. Your the losers in the end. It's a shame your life is so pathetic as to lie to me so much for one year. J is laughing. Laughing because none of this was even about you. You had a kick out of prying into my life and playing with me. A lesson. What year is this and what do you think Karma is? Karma would be you go make love to her now, today, this morning while I work at my life. I have a major check coming in and I am going to be purchasing breast implants for me. Yes, ladies I love them boobs. SO much I understand i want them. I am going to get my breats done and be 30, hot and happy. I am finishing school and driving. My spirituality. I belive in God my dahling stupid guru. I don't belive that God is one form though. I believe we all failed God with our word. The bible says "i am the word'' god gave us our word and our word plays a huge part in our lievs and I failed my word but not this. In the end, I am fine. I am very fine. I have better opportunities but I will never forget last year so why for crying out loud are you here today? I don't have to block you. I aksed you to leave. end of story!
ja123 Posted November 22, 2016 Posted November 22, 2016 "So much to do and so many things to move towards." Just keep your own words in mind. I wouldn't send the letters, if I were you, but write them for your own healing purposes. Good luck!
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