MWC_LifeBeginsAt40 Posted July 13, 2005 Posted July 13, 2005 He loves me!!!!! He comes back next week, and I AM on his list of things to get caught up on. I finally got in touch with him yesterday, so persistence pays off, NC doesn't work, and I wasn't being a pain in the butt. In fact, he was not getting all his messages and explained all this (no bullsh*t) I just need to learn how to be more patient. sigh I miss him so much - haven't seen him since March 29. I'm in lovvvvvvvve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tiki Posted July 13, 2005 Posted July 13, 2005 Who is this? Your exH? Your Boyfriend? YAY for you, nonetheless!
Author MWC_LifeBeginsAt40 Posted July 13, 2005 Author Posted July 13, 2005 Originally posted by tiki Who is this? Your exH? Your Boyfriend? YAY for you, nonetheless! No, not my exH. That is over with but still very good friends. This one was the OM. He's HOT HOT HOT I say! It was really good for me to have a few months by myself (even though I dated a bit, and did the online thing to keep busy). We tried to keep it going LDR with msn and visits, but he never visited (had planned on returning every couple of weeks) and his internet account got messed up (prob didn't pay the bill LOL), and half the time was in remote areas with no cell service. He has been working so hard he didn't even realize it had been a month since we talked. He pretty much blew off everyone except his mother who is ill. I'm not going to get into B-mode with him as to why he didn't call because he already knows he has a problem of shutting people out when things get tough - he knows this and it's something we agreed to work on together. He has worked every day since Mar 29 with one day off, has driven 29000 km, averaged 15 hr days of hard labour outdoors. I think all he needs right now is some lovin! (Okay, maybe I can give him a good spank hehe). He is just the most sincere, loyal, loving, affectionate man I have ever been with. He's rugged and sexy, has that bald, tattooed, goatee biker look, yet very much of a snuggly puppy who can bawl his eyes out in my arms when he's stressed out. And the sex? whoa baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is honest to God the first time I've ever actually WANTED to put someone else's feelings and needs ahead of my own in a relationship. I think I know what it's all about now.
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