ABBre Posted October 24, 2016 Posted October 24, 2016 hello guys . i really needed to get out every thing inside of me .. maybe ill feel better forgive me if i have any mistakes in my story i'm not a native English speaker i'm a 22 y/o guy who was in a LDR with an amazing 23 y/o girl for 7 years but as our families were against us all the time i tried to break it off with her many times but both of us couldn't do it . as the years passed by i met an 18 y/o girl in my area in a social event. long story short she fell in love with me but i told her my story and that i have a girlfriend and that broke her heart ..at that time i had some emotions towards her but couldn't let them control me as i still really wanted my LD gf. after a while i started thinking that this girl maybe came to my life so i can move on with her and leave my current gf ..so i did it and broke it off with her and told the other girl that i love her but that was after i told her that she is a 2nd option and broke her heart for the first time. so things were amazing we were head on heels in love with each others but after 6 months i got depressed and she was annoyed by me that i still talk to my ex so she started acting weird cold and distant and guess what? as always she cheated on me and left me for another guy i did all the wrong things on purpose by begging bleeding acting needy and spamming her just to push her away of my life cos after all i realized what i've lost with my first gf and i didn't want any thing else but getting her back that was before i found out that she left me for another dude then i asked her to block me and i blocked her and told her don't you dare to walk into my life again . the pain killed me for a whole 2 months i couldn't eat or sleep or live my life i dropped a semester in my college . but after all i guess i'm a lucky guy cos after all what i did to my ex she was with me she forgave me she stayed with me and supported me after she knew what i did ..i know i hurted her badly and i regret it i started working out,reading doing martial arts i built my body .. i look stronger happier healthier than ever and thankfully with time i have moved on but the 2 problems i have now after 6 months of that girl leaving me for another dude i saw her again in a social event with her new bf we ignored each others .. i felt pain for a while again but it faded away with time then it come yesterday where i saw her again but she was single! after she broke up with him ! she freaking walked into me and said hi to me i tried to avoid her but couldn't i was shaking while she was in front of me but i gathered my self and told her hi with a smile ..asked her about how she is doing etc .. then left later at the event her ex the guy who she left me for was looking at us from far away we were in the same place so she came into me and asked me if her hair band is good it was about to fall so i told her no and i grabbed it and put it into her hair from behind ..idk why the hell she did that . that guy was giving us the death stare while i was fixing her hair after i went home i check out my social media accounts to find out that she unblocked me but she didn't send me any invite .. and her mother started liking my posts and my pics !! now i feel the pain again in my chest i want my long distance girlfriend i'm happy with her now i want her really bad but i don't feel the same love i had to her and i'm worried about our future . like my brain wants her so bad and knows she is the one but my heart is hurting me cos being with someone who is living miles away from you is hard ... i for sure didn't add the ex even when she unblocked me i just want to know why she did all that and she even didn't add me back btw my ex mother hates men ..her dad was an ******* who used to beat her and cheated on her mother ..so this girl is a bit crazy... would appreciate your thoughts on my story guys ..
Miss Clavel Posted November 30, 2016 Posted November 30, 2016 go visit your LD girlfriend. go and see her. you need to see her and find out how you feel. the other girl is flaky. she's in and out of your life because neither one of you know what you want. i think what you want is your LD girlfriend to move closer to you. 1
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