Shortest love of my life

[Archibald Salisbury]

Hello guys, well this is my second post. Some time ago I posted something thats connected to this story so if you want to get a better grasp to my ventures then Id suggest you read my first post. Or just dont, it doesent matter much and the reason Im writing this is to share with you a crazy story that recently happened to me. I would be very grateful to all the honest opinions, comments and thoughts...

So lets get started...

 

My best friend was going to celebrate his birthday party. He invited a lot of cool people and also told me to invite some girls if I could. Well, the more girls the better the party ( it sounds dumb and sexist but sadly thats how it is) Well, we were going to have the party in our dorm, there is place enough and due to the fact that we would all be safe in our dorm everyone was destined to get WRECKED!!!

So, i called four different girls I know and told them about the party. At the end only two came.

 

Well the party was really cool, the music was exciting, the drinks were flowing like river, so much weed and mdma that everyone was having a blast. Well, now its the moment my story really starts.

 

Its about one of the girls I invited. I met this girl at another party a week before my bestfriends birthday. From the first minute we started talking and talking and talking about all sorts of stuff. Well Im not the kind of guy who just starts converstations like that with everyone, im somewhat introverted and shy toward strangers but with this girl it was different. We had it going, and at the end she told me she liked me and would be happy to meet me again and chill. CHill man!! she told me herself that she would love it to chill with me sometime at my place. We exchanged numbers, insta, fb and snapchat immediately.

SO after a week I invited her to my best friends party.

 

When she came it was perfekt, we started drinking, talking, dancing... having fun. Then she told me that she really really wanted to try mdma with me. I had done exstasy only once in my life and enjoyed it really much. Well thing with such a drug is that the first time is always perfect but if you repeat it it will make you crush. Well this was a party when I had the perfect possibility to get ****ed up and I said hell yeah why not lets take it.

I gave her half a pill and myself took a bigger one... it was dumb really (surely the last time I take mdma).

 

We both got the effects and started dancing like there was no tomorrow... It was great! Then she told me she wanted to sit and rest for a bit and we sat at the couch. Immediately we started to talk about love and us and the next moment we were kissing. It wasnt a normal casual kiss,,, it was with passion.. the kiss you give someone you love! Then we went to my room and started kissing on my bed. Then she began tellíng me how much she loved me, how glad she was that she met me. She told me we were meant for each other and that she wanted to spend all of her days by my side. We were in love! But she didnt want to have sex!!!

 

Damn that was like being hit in the face. The reason she told me was that she hadnt shaved herself down under and that she wasnt ready yet. Well, because she took only half a pill the effect left her earlier than me and she slept on my bed. We slept together. We didnt have sex we just cuddled and slept in my single bed... I didnt sleep that night at all, I couldnt, because of the pill. I just lied there, feeling her heartbeat and the smell of her hair. She slept with hear head on my chest. Next morning I took her to the train station after having a small breakfast and we hugged and decided to meet again.

Next week I invited her on a date and she sad yes right away.

 

Until now It sounds like a love story but wait... Now its going to go nuts

I prepared everything for this date, I cooked for her a delicious meal, got some really really good weed to smoke and watch some funny movie. I cleaned my room and everything.

 

When she came the first thing she said was how much she hated the dorm where I lived... then she didnt want to come in my room because I smelled of weed... then she started to tell me about everything she hated, she hated everything!!! And she accepted all that, she accepted that she was a negative pessimistic person. She insulted the place I lived, the movies and music I liked and she didnt want to try any of the food!! When she smoked the weed she told me that it was **** and started smoking cigarettes!

 

I was like what the hell! I just couldnt cope with it... then she told me that I must forget everything that happened that night between us. My idea of the date was that we would eat and talk, smoke a joint and sit on my bed, cover ourselves with my blanked and watch a nice movie together and have a nice romantic night. But she had other ideas. She sat on my gaming chair and all the time talked **** about me and my stuff!! After she insulted a picture of me and my sister I couldnt take it anymore and asked her to leave my room immediately because it would never work. SHe left right away.. The food I cooked for her I shared with my friends and we had a great time.

 

Well people, thats it... Another thing Id like to say is that I dont usually do drugs like this... I dont smoke tobacco, I drink really really rarely, I tried mdma because I was curious and the second time at the party it was such a mistake that i swear i will never do again. When the effect left me I felt like ****... I smoke weed because its a great antistress for me and helps me sleep.. and ofc i like to watch movies high and get a good laugh with friends. Im not the kind of guy who would give mdma to a girl in order to get laid.. I gave it to her because she was so curious.. and I thought about my first time and it was good,... but I shouldnt have taken it myself, it was too much.

 

Well, this drug really played with my feelings like nothing before... When the girl started talking about how much she loved me I almost believed it... How can a person just change her thoughts just like that? The question is... If you really hate everything like that.. then why the hell did you accept my invitaiton to my room?? Why did you came to the date?? Why? why? why?

 

Damn I just wrote alot... Crap...

Well, it will not be repeated again..

All I want is a girl that likes me back,.. a girl I can chill and have fun with, a girl that will accompany my to my travels and ventures...I thought for a moment that I had found my special someone.

So what do you guys think? I will be really really thankful for all the honest replies,.

Thanks..

Edited October 29, 2016 by a LoveShack.org Moderator
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[smackie9]

Stop meeting girls at frat parties, you get what you get....intoxicated hos. You are on campus there must be events, clubs or groups you can partake in and meet girls that way. Here's the thing about college.....not a place to have a GF. It's usually a free for all f fest. Maybe try OLD.....not the greatest but at least it's off campus.

[Archibald Salisbury]

O my god which I dont believe in, what the hell was I thinking when I wrote this thread! So childish and such a week move to just get emotional and thoughtfull becuause of what seems to be a typical mdma romance trip. That drug does just like that. You meet someone you dont know at all, trip that rubbish then youre brothers for life. Then you come down and youre like: What in the seven hells was I just saying?? Stuff like this happens so often with dumb young people who just put anything in their bodies. At least I was with a girl, Ive heard stories of straight guys having homosexual experiences on mdma and later feel like they wanna die. Well, its been almost a year and I stayed true to my word, I never did anything ever again. Sober is the best thing in the world and its how I want myself to stay.

How do i delete this? Sorry people to lose your time with such rubbish. Damn how do I even delete this thread? And why am I even writing, I came here to post another serious decent thread!

Edited September 25, 2017 by Archibald Salisbury

[smackie9]

Click on the "Alert Us" Button. And put your request in to delete thread.

 

*See how silly things were a year ago?

[olivetree]

She felt like she loved you in the moment due to the rush of serotonin MDMA gives you.

It makes kissing very intense and passionate and people very connected to each other.

 

It was either the real her (negative) or she was depressed for days after the drugs wore off.

In any case, it doesn't excuse her for being super rude to you.

You were right to kick her out.