Gutted

[cliverd123]

My ex gf broke up with me 2 months ago and thing's are pretty crap. We were together two years ish.

 

I pushed her away after we broke up because I contacted her trying to make things alright when she wanted space from me, obviously now I know this was a stupid mistake. I had to deal with some of my own personal issues and it took loosing her to realise I was not myself and had not been for a year.

 

I was diagnosed with having depression and had been suffering with it badly for a year, this made things very hard between us, her job was extremely demanding and I felt like everything was out of my control. We both cared about each other a lot though and both were very serious about being together for a long time. I stopped talking to her for three weeks whilst I got counselling and quit smoking weed. After this time I contacted her, we had a brief but pleasant conversation but then she ignored my message. I left it a week and sent her a letter asking to talk about things and she went crazy saying we aren't getting back together or being friends etc. Completely blocked me on everything as well.

 

Obviously it's time to move on but I know I made some bad mistakes during and after our relationship and I know she is still upset about what's happened. She's not deleted any fb photos of us but I know this means nothing now. What do you think? One day I would like to reconcile with her but for now I know things are done and I need to move on.

[sooshi]

It's done. Time to move on. She said you're not getting back together and she doesn't want to be friends. Respect her choice.

 

Focus on cultivating a loving relationship with yourself. Be single for a while. Making choices that are in your best interest. Be kind to your body, mind, spirit, and soul. Once you've established a healthy foundation within yourself, you'll have the opportunity to have a loving relationship with someone else.

[cliverd123]

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Edited October 18, 2016 by cliverd123
over it it's done gone finished