broken guy Posted July 9, 2005 Posted July 9, 2005 I went to meet a friend for a mexican meal. I walk out of the lift and stood in front of me with his back to me is a big guy. He has a goatee and an American accent and looks very familiar. I walk to the bar and see a few people there and ask who else is coming, its confirmed that the guy I had just seen was the new boyfriend. I simply say Im leaving and walk out, he is still there with his back to me on the phone. I leave the building and make a call, look up, and he looks down. Less than a second we looked at each other. The friend who I wanted to meet still went in there and left me alone in another bar for over an hour. When he did arrive, told me that guys would KILL to be in my position of being free, single, no commitments, family problems are not mine, having a degree etc. I thought this was the most stupid comment in the world as I was happy NOT being single and the fact that I will be homeless back home soon is not a good thing either. So, here I am today fighting to regain my smile which came back 2 days ago. Seeing the big BF was an awful thing and am still in shock when I think about them together and what he has gained with her. I am on the verge of just telling her everything I let her get away with and I hope a cheater/liar (her) and a fat, rich womanizer are happy together.
RecordProducer Posted July 9, 2005 Posted July 9, 2005 I feel for your pain. Whether this BF is big or small makes no difference to you. Obviously your relationship didn't work out. Move on! You'll get over and be happy again.
Author broken guy Posted July 13, 2005 Author Posted July 13, 2005 Any advice for me if this happens again? It may very well not as I may be leaving soon. I have done so well to avoid her and her me. She goes to a bar we only went to once and I go to our old hangout, where she lives 5 minutes from. She has only been seen there once by the manager. I actually bumped into her in my dreams last night. She saw me and looked very guilty and looked away but turned back to wave at me from a distance.
JAyJAy Posted July 13, 2005 Posted July 13, 2005 Right now your in a whirl wind and cant seem to break free. You can obviously that she has moved on. Let it go..Who needs that witch. When you see her or hear about her you should smile and be happy...Why?...Because she is abusing someone else and not you.. Good luck..
Zaira Posted July 13, 2005 Posted July 13, 2005 Originally posted by broken guy Any advice for me if this happens again? Hold your head up high. Ask them how they both are. Smile and then walk away without looking back. You'll feel so much better for it, for you know what he's got, and you can't honestly say it's NOT all good. At least you have the chance to find someone deserving of your love now.
Author broken guy Posted July 15, 2005 Author Posted July 15, 2005 No, she WAS amazing! I can't hold onto her bad 6 month spell of mood swings, I'd never seen that in her before. The only thing I CAN hate about her is the lying and cheating. I've always wondered how she thought that "Time" would sort this out when she continued to see this guy for a date or 3.....I was a fool. Still, I'm doing what I can to set myself up again, it's just very hard as I do know that I won't find anything like her again and I suspect that I will be on my own from now on, it's just the way I am. I always thought that I was super lucky to come across her in my life, shame I made a mess of it and its a shame she made a mess too.
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