WonderKid Posted October 3, 2016 Posted October 3, 2016 When I was in the stage of recovering from my breakup--I'm not a vengeful person but I confessed to my sister and mom that I wish my ex's car would break down. Because I let her use mine for 2 months when we were together, helping her out. I was told it was a "Scorpio's" nature to be vengeful. I rarely pay attention to those signs but they are interesting. Anyways, come to find out she got in a car accident. I don't know the details but my sister told me. She and everyone is alright, but her car is totaled. I have her as a friend on FB now. I never saw the post--which means she shields me from her posts, which is fine. But we haven't talked in almost a week now. And I can't see her talking anytime soon. She has this notion that since I am so happy, I will attempt to rub it in her face. But I won't. I forgave her long ago. A vengeful person would be celebrating now. But I actually feel bad for her. Because I know that's a sharp blow in her life now. But all I can do is pray for her. As much as my heart would help, my brain keeps me at ground. I didn't talk to her because I don't want to pry with small talk. I'd rather her talk to me whenever she's more happier than she can be.
Toodaloo Posted October 3, 2016 Posted October 3, 2016 Vengence is a mean and spiteful feeling to have. Its also normal when you have been hurt. It is not your problem so leave her to sort it out. Try to think happier thoughts. It will do your own psyche good. 2
Author WonderKid Posted October 21, 2016 Author Posted October 21, 2016 Sorry to bump this. But I have actually thought happier thoughts. I haven't spoke to her in a real long time. I've been too busy to. But one thing I am going to do is tell my mom and sis not to share things about her to me. I guess they are trying to protect me, because they feel like she's going to wiggle her way back with me, but that won't happen. My mom works with her. And she said that she saw her in the parking lot with a guy fondling all over her. I guess they thought I would be very upset. But all I could say is, "So much for trying to find God, huh?" I mean, it's her life man. Life goes on. All I do is focus on my own happiness and keep going.
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