I Don't Feel Sexy

[samuel90]

I am a 36 year old man. I've had 5 girlfriends in my past. I don't feel sexy. I don't consider myself a good looking man and I'm not attractive.

 

Therefore it would be hard for me to believe that any woman finds me attractive. Actually any woman that did find me attractive is probably under the influence of satan. Satan has studied humans since the beginning of time. He knows our vulnerabilities and weak spots. The most common trap that satan and the demons set up is sex traps.

 

There's this one woman I work with who has been giving me bedroom eyes for the last 2 years. I have completely ignored it as well as any other flirtatious behavior. Why? Because The Lord warned me about her in a dream back in 2013. In this dream I end up getting fired from my job and she falsely accuses me of raping her.

 

That dream happened like 6 months before she started sending me bedroom eyes in reality. I do believe her interest in me is being influenced by demonic entities. She would not be interested in me on her own accord because I am not that good looking.

 

I have pretty much taken that dream as a warning and a chance to do everything in my power to avoid the risk of a false rape charge. I have given up dating completely as a result. I would rather be single and deal with the lonlieness as it is the lesser of 2 evils than to go out with a woman and risk being falsely accused of rape. The solution is don't talk to women at all and I won't have to worry about the possibility that anything I do or say could be misconstrued as inappropriate or harassment or attempted rape.

 

I stay as far away from this woman as I can. I only interact with her when necessary for work but even then I am in the process of looking for a new job. Satan really has it out for me to try and destroy my reputation by trying to use my sexual desire for this woman as bait. Satan is basically saying "Youhave been wanting to have sex with this woman for a long time. Here's your chance".

 

No I'm not that stupid to just jump on an opportunity like that no matter how tempting. The Lord in His grace sent me the warning dream to protect my mind. Any woman that shows sexual interest in me is under the influence of satan.

[preraph]

To be honest with you, two things. I commend you on keeping yourself out of a situation that could get you in trouble. But secondly, I think you actually may be seriously paranoid. Clinical paranoia will make you have thoughts like that. You might ask a therapist to test you on it. Might make your life easier and less scary.

[spiderowl]

I am sure you would be attractive in your own way. We all have attractive features that appeal to someone. You have a real down on yourself at the moment though.

 

I agree with preraph and think that you may benefit from help from local mental health/wellbeing services. Being so negative about yourself is a sign you need support to change that view of yourself. Also, while I know that you are religious and see things from that perspective, there are positive forces too and if you are seeing too much of Satan in everything, this could also be a sign that your mental health is weaker at the moment.

 

I am sure you will find it a relief to be able to tell someone about the things that have been bothering you and that's what the wellbeing/healthcare services are there for.